Down days

you know those days when you feel absolutely and so stubbornly down? well i am having one of those days. *sigh* Let's start with the giant killer headache i have. BIGGEST HEADACHE KNOWN TO MAN. No kidding. So i'm listening to calming soothing songs. Unfortunately most of the lovely slow headache-soothing songs are about love which remind me of Jamie. By the way he's got a new girl now. He says that we'll always be friends but it is so hard to be his friend. Urgh god my head throbs. Luckily i am jetting off to China in just over a week's time. Unluckily however, Jamie is going too... But! His girlfriend isnt going... *cackles* no lol im not that kind of girl. Or am i? No i am most definitely NOT. Cmon and resist you weakling! He's just a stupid boy. OMG I AM GOING NUTS. Well this is going to be an...ahem interesting vacation (: