You build me up, you break me down

My cat is so cool. She was just lying on my bed earlier today. That's all she's been doing. Lying on her belly, doing nothing. NOTHING. Damn, I wish I was a cat.

My day consisted of the opposite of nothing. Had to tidy my room, clean the bathroom (I'm trying to soften my mom up by helping out around the house - I need a favor from her), do some school assignments (BORING)...now, if I were the cat, I'd be doing approximately...nothing all day. Every day. I'm so jealous.

So, I mentioned before...I'm trying to soften my mom up because I'm plotting to ask her for some money. I've been online shopping again (GASP!) although I've told Mom I've stopped (GASP!). I know, how very shameful and sinful of me, right? ;D Anyway, so I'm running a little low on the dough so by my calculations, if I help her around the house, and generally play up to the role of The Perfect Daughter, I should be able to squeeze something out of her (urgh. Why am I such a bad human being?!). Yay!

Oh ew. I didn't mean that. Money! I meant money! Dough! Bucks! Americanio dollarisio! Haha, I think I just made up a new language there ;) not very inventive though, am I?

Until next time! xoxo

EDIT:

I totally forgot to tell you guys about something very important and life changing that happened to me last week! I told Perfect E that I liked him. Yes, it was a very strange experience. This is basically what happened...

I told him. Straight up. Along the lines of..."Yo. I like you." LOL no I didn't, it was more like: "C-can I have a word? S-So this is something I've been wanting to say for a while. I'm kind of s-starting to like you more than a f-friend." It was all very cringe-worthy.

His reaction: Smile. And it melted my soul. Oh god, his SMILE! I think he knew what I was about to say before I even said it because he started smiling before my confession. It was like a broad, happy smile. Not a cocky, arrogant stoner smirk. More like a...happy...grin? Though it could have been a aha-I-knew-it mouth twitch. Still made my soul melt.

Then I narrowed my eyes at him, stopped in the middle of my speech to say: "You know!"

To which he responded with: "No, I didn't."

And I acknowledged with a grunt. All the crazy voices in my head were screaming "LIAR!" though. Somehow I don't think it would have ended too well if the voices were outwardly expressed.

Anyway, after my confession, we started walking somewhere. He asked me, "So...what are you doing now?"

Me: "Oh, nothing much."

Him: "Well, I kind of need to do some work so..."

Me: "Oh cool. I'll talk to you later."

Him: "Yeah." *smile*

So tell me, guys...why the HELL would you ask someone what they're up to, if you're busy anyway?! And like, I didn't even ask him what he was up to, but he blurted out, "Well I'm busy" in response to a question that I never asked. Right now, I'm trying to be a very mature person and not start analyzing his every word, the look in his eye (though I can't remember his eyes because I was staring at the ground for most of the time), his posture, his hair, his clothes, his eye color, his skin, his-basically, I'm trying not to do that crazy thing girls usually do and analyze everything. You know what I'm talking about. But it's so hard! He's such a weird person.

But dear lord, he's adorable:)

EDIT 2:

I think by writing out the play-by-play events of what happened that day, I have just unconsciously analyzed everything. Dammit!

You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

For some reason, I've been really wanting to go on vacation. Aaw, who am I kidding? I always want to go on vacation! I'm dreaming of a gorgeously hot place. Like, Egypt. Maybe Hawaii. Definitely Italy! Gawd, I LOVE Italy! Well, I can't really make a judgment because I've never actually been to Italy (sigh) but instead, have always imagined it. I see a lovely hot place, filled with gorgeous smells and people and sights. Because Italian food is always amazing, Italian people are always gorgeous and the whole concept of Italy is always so appealing! At least to ME anyway haha.

A friend of mine and I were seriously considering visiting Verona when summer finally rolls around. Ah, Verona. City of love? Isn't it where Romeo and Juliet was set? I totally love the idea of a disapproved whirlwind romance. It's so...sexy. But I'm very much a hopeless romantic. Heh, just kidding. OK. Maybe not "helpless" as such, but I know I'm definitely one of those girls who fall for guys very fast. Too fast. I swear I'm a hormone-crazed teen! :)

Have you guys ever had a R&J style romance? Is it as adrenaline-releasing as everyone imagines it to be?

All you need is love

Love is a strange thing. It’s defined as “an intense feeling of deep emotion”. You’d think that a strong, powerful rush of emotion such as this would be immediately identified. On the contrary, I think that love is extremely difficult to identify. I think that we spend too much time looking for love that when it finally shows up, we don’t realize it because we think it should be less obvious. I mean, all that time we spent looking for it…it should at least present itself in a more challenging context, shouldn’t it?

You know when people tell you that "you're too young to love"? I think that's absolute bull. I don't believe that there is an age of when you can love. Love can happen at any time! As long as you have a heart and a soul. As long as you can feel. I think that's sufficient.

Have you ever been in love before? I can't say that I have. I won't lie to you and say that I haven't looked for love. I'll admit that I've occasionally found myself peeking around corners in life, wondering if I'll finally come across this red bundle of passionate...joy. There's nothing wrong with keeping an eye open, right? Sometimes I wonder how love will present itself to me. Will it be a smooth journey? Or a wildly dangerous mission into a hurricane. Either way, it'll be an experience that I'm sure that I'll never forget.

As a wise bunch of people once said, "All you need is love". Really? Hm.

Share your views and experiences of love!

XOXO

But I believe in whatever you do

It sucks when you let an opportunity pass you by. Food on a platter that you did not eat. It's like, what kind of crazy psycho weirdo person wouldn't take it? Oh wait, me.

Haha okay, so my little food analogy isn't exactly...relevant. What I meant was it's totally crazy how most of us are those people who don't jump because they're scared to fall. They don't think they'll fly. But you don't know that - you might fly. Then again, you might fall so it's a bit of a 50/50 thing. However sometimes in life, we just gotta throw a knife into the dark and see what happens.

I don't recommend doing this all the time, because it's slightly risky and doesn't come without consequences (as with all things in life), but once in a while? Yes. Do it. Go for it!

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Tomorrow is Valentine's Day! Prepare yourself for a day of chocolates and pink and red stuff everywhere. I'll also be uploading a new cover, dedicated to this romantic day and sharing it with you wonderful people so watch out for it!

Until next time (AKA tomorrow),
XOXO

You were the prince

By the way, I forgot to add that it was Mitsuki's (MitsukiUsagii on Youtube) birthday yesterday! She's 20 now! Yay!

She's the sweetest person I've ever come across. She truly deserves happiness :)

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Some advertising for me now. For Valentine's Day, I'm going to do a special song dedicated to all you lovers out there :) Watch out for it!

xoxo

I miss you, I need you

Hello! How are you all? Hope you've all been well! Sorry that I've been AWOL lately. I keep going off and not posting anything for ages. Without even saying goodbye! I know! What am I like?! Hehe :)

So it's two months into the new year. Are you all keeping your New Year's resolutions? Ehhh? I bet you're not. I know I'm not haha! Well, I am now. Kind of. One of my resolutions was to stop shopping, especially online shopping. I It's just SO addictive. You'll just be browsing, browsing, browsing, not knowing what you want and then BAM. You'll see something and that's it. You want it. You need it. You can't live without it. That, my dears, is the voice of a shopaholic speaking. You've all heard this voice before. I know I definitely have!

Well, all that I know is that I've stopped now. Eventually. Taken me a full month! But I erm kinda have to? With the contents of my bank account rapidly decreasing and a closet filling up...

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It's Valentine's Day soon. Are you guys EXCITED? Do you have someone special to share this day with? Ah, love. It's a fickle thing (I actually don't know what that means but I read it in a book somewhere and I'm using it, lawl).

Have you ever met someone who's perfect to you in every single way? Like the exact image of perfection? The vision of heaven? The epitome of intelligence, kindness and beauty? It's really rare, I think. You'll usually find someone with one (or some) but not all qualities. But what is perfection exactly? I don't think you can actually define it. Well, there is a dictionary definition but that's not what I'm talking about. I mean illustrating with an example. Beauty really is subjective.

I've met someone perfect. So perfect that it's unbelievable. He's just so...amazing. So sweet and kind and calm. I mean, he would never pick a fight with anyone, even if they were provoking him. He's kinda smart too. And he's gorgeous. Not that his looks should matter at all. Heh. I always end up going for the tall, dark haired handsome-in-a-geeky-way guys. We'll call him E. Perfect E.

I hope that you all meet someone as perfect as E is to me. Everybody deserves love, even if they're the dickiest dick-like dick in the whole population of Dickland.

P.S. Sorry for my appalling language. Love you all. God bless xoxo

Happy new year!

Hey guys! I just wanted to wish you all a Happy New Year. I hope that you've all had an awesome 2011 and that 2012 will bring even more joy and happiness. So in other words, no matter how much 2011 rocked, let's make 2012 rock even harder!!

I just want to thank my family, friends and all the wonderful people I've met in my life so far. You're all so amazing and I'm so glad that you've come into my life, even if, for some, it was only for a short time. You've helped me SO much; cheering me on, picking me up when I've fallen and lending your shoulders when I'm at my lowest. Without you all, I don't know what I would have done. Thank you for helping me shine and become the person I am today :)

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You know when you have those absolutely perfect moments? And what sucks the most is the fact that you chickened out and totally blew off the moment. I know you know EXACTLY what kind of moments I'm talking about. What I want YOU to do this year is to grab those golden moments like grabbing a bull by its horns. I know that it's hard; you're scared, you don't know what's going to happen, but don't you see? That's the whole beauty of life! The not-knowing. We really should catch what life throws us and NOT let those windows of opportunity close because we never know what's around the corner. It could be that thing you've been dreaming about your whole life or it could be your biggest nightmare. Either way, you're gonna learn something at the end of it, and life is all about learning. Thus, at least you know you're going to get something out of it!

Good luck all XX

You're too damn scared to fly

Hey guys! It's been AGES since my last post, hasn't it? Yes, it really has. I'm sooo sorry about that! I've just been so freakin busy these last few months. I've told you how my ambition is to move to England, right? Well, study there, at least. Right.

So.
You're all probably wonderin why I'm up at 7AM in the morning just to write a freakin blog post. Well, the thing is, I'm not in New York right now and it's almost 12:30PM, not 7:30AM. That's right, I'm in England! Because we're all on vacation, my mom and dad dragged us onto a plane (on Saturday, I think?) to visit our cousins from across the pond. It's not that cold, actually. I'm pretty sure that it would be colder back home. It's also not raining. I repeat, NOT RAINING. I know, I thought it would be raining too. Or at least, snowing. Surprising, isn't it? Actually, a couple of days ago, it did snow a little bit. But then it rained (typical!) and washed the white blanket away. So sad!

And later today (or tonight, more like), I'm going out. To a bar. Heh. No, I'm not going for the keg. My cousin's taking me to see this band. Of boys. Yummy. Haha, they go to her high school and she has like, a crush on the frontman so she's going. And apparently I have to go too, so she can show me how hot he is. We Facebook stalked him and yeah, I wasn't feeling it. Apparently tonight, 'I'm gonna be wrong'. Heh, can't waaaait!

Xx

Speak now or forever hold your peace

I just had an hour long phone conversation with this girl who used to be one of my best friends. It was really weird. I mean, the phone convo was fine but the fact that I was even talking to her was pretty strange. We haven't talked in over two years. I still think that it's really weird that we're not friends anymore. I guess we became too close too fast. We used to be reeeeally close. Maybe even closer than me and Katy. I knew that Katy didn't like her. Katy still doesn't like her lol. I have a feeling that she was jealous. Katy and I have a weird relationship. We never hug or link arms but we both know that we're best friends, practically like sisters. Like an unspoken law.

Anyways, the point that I'd like to make is to always keep your friends close . No matter how many falling outs you've had, no matter how weird she/he has been lately, please just try to mend things. This girl was one of the greatest friends that a girl could ever wish for, but now I feel like it's too late. It was a great phone call but I can tell that we were both slightly wary and on our guard. I guess the fact that we've both had two whole years to change has only just emphasized the way we've grown apart. It was still nice though :)

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?

I am really confused. Don't get it.

Oh, and I think I may just swear off guys forever. Become a nun. Yeah.

I was enchanted to meet you...

WHOA. It sure has been a long time since I last wrote on here. Sorry about that, guys!

Well, surely you've all heard about Hurricane Irene, right? If you haven't, well basically, it's a hurricane and it has been wrecking and creating havoc all over the east coast. It has recently just practically destroyed New York. Stupid freaking hurricane. Because of its presence, my family and I are currently staying with some cousins in this place near Los Angeles on the west coast. Thanks for taking us in, guys! Ah, love 'em.

Though the hurricane is terrible, there is one good thing that has come out of it. I met a guy!! :D

We all went to this house-warming party at some family friend's house. The hostess was one of my mom and dad's old friends, and I felt totally bad because she was like, "Do you remember me?" to me and I had no idea who she was. BUT ANYWAY. There was nobody my age there, just old people and adults. Until this guy came with his parents. In this white BMW, might I add. Rich folks, I thought. Saw the people come in. A tall glasses-wearing man, a petite woman and their son. Who was tall and slim. Ooh, I thought (I love tall guys, you see). He was wearing a T-shirt, jeans and a blazer. Like, an expensive looking one. Ooh la la, I thought.

Well, it took me forever to actually get talking to him because I had no idea what to actually say. Then my mom introduced me to him (thanks Mom!!) and then we talked and talked...we literally talked for hours. About so many things; just random crap. He is really nice, funny PLUS, he had great hair. Yeah, I could kind of tell that he was a little vain because his hair was all perfectly styled and he was so cool-looking...but HECK I'm willing to overlook all that because I think I've just found my perfect guy!! XD

I wonder what he thinks of me. There were some of his friends there but he didn't go over to talk to them, he stayed and talked to me so that must mean he likes me a little bit, right? Then later, in the evening, his stupid friends came over to talk to him (which I wasn't very happy about but hey, life is unfair sometimes).

OH he's so cute! The way he talks, the way he moves his eyebrows when he talks... (when he was talking to me, he did this thing with his eyebrows; sort of twitches them and frowns in this really cute way, as though he's confused/thinking). I also love the way he towers over me. I am short of his shoulder by a couple of inches XD.

He's 19 :D aaaand...he goes to college in England. In London. Wow. He really must be rich. His name is Zack...

But you know, being the idiot that I am, I don't know my own number and it totally slipped my mind that I could have used my mom's, dad's or brother's phone to get it. So he doesn't have my number, I don't have his...URGH I AM GOING CRAZY HERE!! Luckily, because his family is friends with some of MY family's friends, I haven't lost him completely. Haha.

Sorry for the long post. I had a lot going on in my mind :)

Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you

Today has been very eventful for me. For starters, Will started talking to me! YAY! But on the negative side, I was so nervous, I barely said anything back. This is bad because you see, when I don't smile, I look like I'm glaring. So he must think I'm a stone-cold evil psychobitch or something haha! Oh well. Also, I think he might think I have a thing going on with Alex because he's seen us two hanging out together alone a lot. What? Can't two friends who feel absolutely nothing for each other chill?

So Will asked me if my hair was naturally straight. I nodded. That was it. LOL. Well, I kept noticing him glancing at me and shit. Eh. Who am I kidding? I don't even like the guy much. He's alright. Good looking stoner. But has an annoying voice haha.

I heard some very interesting rumours about me. Apparently, I am currently dating Rafael. He's one of my new close friends. Never noticed him before but I'm in his Biology class. I thought this so-called little piece of truth was hilarious because I am so NOT dating Rafael. We're just friends. But it's so funny.

Oh! I'm going to London as part of a school trip in mid-July! Only for like, 3 days though. Hope the weather is nice!!

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?

I love how Taylor Swift's songs are so easy to relate to. And how they are so realistic! Many songs nowadays are all about love, sex and drugs, but Taylor's are so cute and innocent. Very teenager-like. She is totally my all-time celebrity idol.

It's funny how I freeze up and get all shy around Will. People say that I am really bubbly and perky. It's because he's so beautiful and perfect. I just wish his personality was as perfect. I've been told that he's really funny but his sarcasm can often come across as rude and insensitive. And that although he's good-looking, he would make a really bad boyfriend. It's such a shame; to let all that beauty go to waste. Only thing is, as gorgeous as he is, I personally don't think we'd go together very well because he's insensitive and sarcastic, whilst I am demanding and very sensitive. But we're both really impatient and cynical. So...actually, I don't know HAHA.

I did something rebellious a few days ago. I smoked. o_O!! Lol, actually it's not even that bad. Or rebellious. Though my parents would kill me if they found out.

It doesn't taste that bad, actually. The reason why I'm so surprised is because I hate the smell of it. It always gives me a headache and nausea. It pretty much tastes like how it smells but in your mouth, it's not so bad. Kind of hot but in a nice way (personally).

Also, I think my singing voice has deepened LOL. Like, gone huskier or something. It could because of that cold I got about a week or so ago. I recovered a couple of days ago and that horrible cough has majorly cleared up but it's lingering. I wonder if it was the presence of the cough that made my voice break!!
XD

Love me, hate me

I watched Prince of Persia and Donnie Darko last night, and I can safely admit that I have fallen in love with Jake Gyllenhaal. Like, completely. Of course I knew who he was (like, who doesn't?!) but I'd never found him that attractive. Until I watched Prince of Persia and Gyllenhaal talking in that delicious English accent was just...oh my GOD. So then I watched Donnie Darko (have watched this before, and previously thought he was just a weird character) and realized what a cutie he was 10 years ago! If he was my age and went to my high school, Christ, that boy would never be short of a date to the prom or whatever.

Now, is it just me or does Jake Gyllenhaal look slightly stoned sometimes? Or...all the time. Eh, it's probably just me. But yeah, the point is, I think he has a natural stoner face. And because of recent events (the beautiful Will), I've suddenly developed a taste for stoner boys.

By the way, have I mentioned that I've purchased my very first pair of circle lenses? They arrived like, 2 days ago. Jeez, I had a hard time concealing them from my mom. My dad doesn't give a shit but my mom...GOD that woman has the eyes of a hawk, I swear! When it arrived in the mail, I ripped a huge bright orange sticker from the back of the package (small, thank goodness) that said in big black letters, CIRCLE LENSES. Then I raced upstairs to hide it in my wardrobe. I was slughtly surprised bug greatly relieved that my mom didn't ask me what the package was, but the following day, sure enough, I heard those dreaded words, "So what was in the package?"

Gulp.

I said jewelry so smoothly that even I couldn't tell that I was lying! Wow, I am getting good. Not that it's anything I'm actually proud of. Lying is BAD, ya hear me?!

Anyways, maybe I'll post some photos later.

You can stand under my umbrella~

I want a lot of things but do you know what I really want? I want a wool coat with a furry hood. I know that it's summer and winter's a long way away but I've just always wanted a coat with a fur lined hood!! My mom's going to kill me because I've found the perfect one and I'm planning on buying it next weekend with her credit card. She's gonna freak because if I stop and think, I actually do already have numerous coats and besides, it's summer! But I really want it...!

I'm ill. It sucks because I've lost my voice. Hopefully my throat should heal and I'll be better by next week because I'm planning on recording some lines then. Bleurgh!

One thing I really hate is prejudice. And stereotypes and racism. Okay, that's 3 things but whatever. I saw some things on the internet - stuff like, "Why do Chinese people have small eyes and flat faces". By Chinese, they mean Asian people. That's really stereotypical and narrow-minded! Ignorant bastards. Sorry. Not ALL Asians have small eyes and "flat faces". Like, what does "small" really mean anyway? Limited in size? One person might think an object is small whilst another would disagree and say that it is big.

I'm really pissed off today for some reason. I think it's almost that time of the month...!

Gee - IU (ver) lyrics

I love IU's version of this song. So I pieced together the lyrics that she sang. It was...hard (for me, anyway) because I wasn't sure what she was saying.


Neomuneomu meotjyeo nuni nuni busyeo
Cheotnune banhaesseo tteollineun geol
Gee gee gee baby baby 
Gee gee gee baby baby

Oh neomu bukkeureowo chyeodabol su eobseo
Sumeul mot swigesseo sujubeun geol
Gee gee gee baby baby
Gee gee gee baby baby

Eotteoke hajyo 
Tteollineun naneun
Molla molla molla
Molla mollahamyeo maeil geudaeman geurijyo

Chinhan chingudeureun malhajyo
Jeongmal neoneun jeongmal motmallyeo
babo geuraeyo geudael boneun nan

Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjaritjjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah

Translation:

You're so so handsome
My eyes my eyes are blinded
I was captured from first glance, I'm trembling
(Gee gee gee baby baby)
(Gee gee gee baby baby)

Oh I feel so embarrassed
I can't look at you
I can't breathe because I feel shy
(Gee gee gee baby baby)
(Gee gee gee baby baby)

What should I do?
About my trembling heart
Don't know, don't know, don't know
I don't know why but every day I long for only you

My close friends tell me
That I'm really a helpless fool
Yes as I look at you

So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh
So exciting exciting, my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh glittering eyes (oh yeah) Oh sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah)

LOL VERY inaccurate translation. I apologize because I can't speak a word of Korean, nor am I Korean. All I did was piece together the English teanslation of Gee in line to what IU was singing :)

Gosh I love this song!

You've got your way of speaking

If you're wondering what the hell I'm doing up so early in the morning, it's because I just randomly woke up and now I can't get back to sleep. Really annoying! So I thought I might just write a little something here :)

I was just reading some websites about 'double eyelids' and the 'double eyelid surgery'. The surgery itself sounds really painful and post-surgery sounds...uncomfortable. Your lids will be sore for a few weeks (this is as expected) and discolored for MONTHS?! What if you end up going blind or something?? You know, it's at times like these that I'm super glad I have double lids. Sure mine aren't exactly how I want them. I've frequently considered surgery in the past but after reading this...NO MORE NO WAY! I just...can't.

I was talking to Will the other day. Hehe. We had a history test and we were just going through facts. However, Alex was there and I seriously love the dude, but I kind of wanted him to GTFO. Haha, no that's cruel. It was more like, 'Please leave'.

But then something happened! I turned to say something to Alex when I noticed Will looking at me so I looked at him. It must have looked really weird to Alex though, haha. I'm sat there, talking to him but looking at someone else. I couldn't look away; his eyes are really beautiful. This turquoise-green color? Just mesmerizing! This 'eye-connection' was like, 5seconds long, which isn't that long but it's a long time to be staring at someone.

Oh God, I can't forget those eyes! I also noticed his pupils being really dark and prominent. They kind of appeared to be slightly dilated or something? I read somewhere that dilated pupils mean that you're attracted to someone, so I hope to God that he's noticed me. However, another thought has just popped into my mind. He could have been stoned. Will does pot? So his pupils could have been dilated because of that. Jeez.

So, now I'm starting to feel a little sleepier. Guess I'll write more later ;)

Losing my mind when I saw you here

Been a while since my last entry! Sorry, I've been so busy with things, mostly school... *BIGSIGH* But the good news is that around mid-June, I'll be free again YAY!

Mitsucchi asked to do this song with me: Ma Boy by SISTA19. I love it now, it's a really cool song. I'm excited to hear how it will turn out :) There's also these really cool rap bits, one big one in Korean and a little one in English at the start. I can't wait to try them out. I know that Mits will sound lovely cute and pretty as GODDAMN FREAKIN ALWAYS!! haha :)

Oh and I've started crushing on this guy. He's called Will and he's so beautiful! He's got perfect pale skin and the cutest curly mop-like hair ever, like a doll. Of course he's taller than me, EVERYBODY'S TALLER THAN ME. And oh my gosh, his eyes are the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen!! They're a turquoise kind of color, and they sparkle. I swear, they SPARKLE!

Ohh I sound like SUCH a girl! Lol. I've only talked to Will a couple of times before in the past, but that was before I started noticing him (how could I have not noticed him before?!) He's friends with Nick, so maybe I can get Nick to help me. Nick and I, we both don't want to ruin our friendship so we've decided to not let anything happen and move on.

Anyway, back to Will. Oh I really want to get to know him properly! I can't say if he's worth it or if I'm actually serious about himbecause I don't really know him that well. Guess I'm only majorly attracted to him then. I want to know if his personality is nice, and that he's one of the good guys, not a jerk. Only thing is, he's kind of a stoner. Not that there's anything wrong with that. It's just that if we did happen, I'm not too sure that my parents would approve...OH WELL. It's not like I listen to them anyway, right?

Run baby run

Oh my God. I really want to go to Hong Kong. I've just been looking at photos of my aunt's vacation to HK and Christ, it looks amazing!! I HAVE to go. It looks especially beautiful at night. Kind of reminds me of NY but way more exotic because it's CHINA!!

I'm actually considering going just before i head off to college. Like, the summer vacation of 2012? I'll be 18 then so I will be old enough. Me and Katy can go. Her parents will probs be okay with it, since they're from Hong Kong and Katy speaks Cantonese so she'll totally be savvy. Haha. But she's not fluent so...

And then there's the money issue. How expensive will it be? Definitely at least $2000 if we go for a week especially in summer as it's the peak season. Hmm. And what if we run out of money or something?? Disaster!! But it's Hong Kong!

I soooo want to shop there though. Haha I am SUCH a girl! HK do really good designer fakes, don't they?

Like it or love it or leave it

Isn't jealousy a darned thing? It is definitely not my best friend. I hate it when I get all green-eyed. Speaking of which, green eyes are really beautiful, I love green eyes but only when they're in terms of eye color and not jealousy. Haha.

Oh god. I got a C in Biology and a C in Chemistry for this test and now my parents, especially my mom, keeps going ON about it. Can't they just let it go already? It's not like I'm destined to board the C-grade ship.

And about this Nick problem, I think I'm going to let it go. I really can't be bothered with him and I am soooo not going to wait for him to grow up and be a man! Lol. But seriously, I think I've wasted enough time on him (and you guys have wasted enough time reading about him lol). So now I will focus on things that truly matter. Shopping. Just kidding :) I mean school *yawn*

I've gone off Vampire Diaries and recently I've become obsessed with Gossip Girl again. I've only gone and downloaded the entire first season and part of the second. I know I'll get sick of it and eventually drift back to Vampire Diaries. It's a vicious cycle, I swear!