Fall down 7 times, get up 8...

An old proverb apparently. That's what my daddy said to me last night when I was stressing about my hair, my exams, my weird relationship with Nick.. well. Just life in general. He said, "Fall down seven times, get up eight", and I just looked at him like what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about and you-are so not helping-right-now. Because he really wasn't, even though I know that he was trying to be. Jeez. Dads just don't get it!

I really do have a weird relationship with Nick..I mean, he's one of my closest best guy friends, and I tell him practically everything but recently things have been a bit weird and we haven't talked about stuff that we normally talk about. I don't know what's going on.

And exams are really getting to me now. Even though my first exam was last Tuesday (World Religion Section A) and my second was on Friday (Advanced Biology). I know what you're all thinking - jeez girl, get a grip on yourself. It's been less than a week and you've only had two exams - that's nothing! Wait til you get out into the real world. It's true, I know, but I'm weak, helpless and totally spineless. (really!) My third exam is World Religion Section B, which is tomorrow, but I had a huge cram-in revision session last night, and I feel obese and really overweight because I was on the couch, reading through my notes, snacking on curly fries for about 5 hours. (not really 5, more like 2, but you get the gist). AHHHHH

There's something weird going on with my hair as well. My bangs grows way too fast and always uneven even though I get it cut perfectly straight like, every weekend. (see = I'm a control-freak). I'm thinking of dyeing my hair. I don't know what color though. Natsuyaki Miyabi color is a little too light for me, I'm not taking huge steps into the World of Hairdye just yet. But maybe dark brown, like...Tanaka Reina's in Nanchatte Renai? Reina was definitely wearing a wig because her hair is a much lighter auburn/brown color (unless they dyed it dark, then back to normal. If they did that, then I really feel for Tanaka. Dyeing ruins your hair SO MUCH!). Let's see...

(will find a pic and post later)

Pretty, right? But I'm worried that I'd have to bleach my hair before getting it dyed. Even though it's a dark color that I want, because my hair is practically black (a really dark brown cos apparently black isn't a real hair color [wtf?!]).

Bomb in Times Square

Yesterday. OMG...Mom told me. And its in the news...the police found an improv bomb in a car on 45th Street and Seventh Avenue. Times Spuare was evacuated...it is like, one of the busiest places in NY...i guess that's why the Pakistani Talibans chose it. People have been saying that this is a potential terrorist attack. I'm actually a little freaked now. Remembering the attack on the World Trade Center.. Twin Towers? 9/11? :S Why would they do something so cruel? Dont they know how much suffering would've happened?There were tourists too! Innocent kids. Many people. UNBELIEVABLE. I don't want the whole of New York to blow..! But that is just what they want.