Eek!

I don't know what to do...got lots of stuff to do...dying of boredom and tired-ness...aaargh!

also i need a shower *sniffs* and a load of stuff to record. Just can't be bothered. When did i become so darn lazy??

Forget to mention ♥♥♥

Omg omg omg. Forget what I said before about love and whatnot.

I went to H&M [which is like an awesome shop] and I saw this guy, and he was like so...hot. He looks like a rockstar. Dresses like a rockstar. Dark hair, tall and so hot. *screams* Gahhhh....man, I could faint. He looked as i passed and when i paid for what i bought [this cute little wool beanie] we had this amazing eye contact and i was just like ohmigosh.

Actually he works in H&M so I could just "pop" in every so often to see him. I'm such a stalker girl lol. Groupie!!! I also found out what his name is. Benjamin!! *faints* he looks like a shy king of guy as well xD which is awesome cos i love shy guys :D

I'm gonna need to find out more about him...like, whether he has a girlfriend, or if he's gay... that kind of thing.

What do you do...?

What do you do when you're bored? What do you do when you have absolutely nothing but everything to do? What do you do when you have that instinctive gut feeling that the love of your life is out there doing what he shouldn't be with other girls? Call it girls' instuition.

Man, i know i must sound lonely, lovestruck and probably like a jealous fishwife! But I'm just a girl. Can't help it :P Just that one thing on my mind. It's like he's permanently imprinted in my head.

Hey. Does it ever annoy you when some people hold groupdub auditions or stuff like that, and thn self-cast themselves as one of the lead roles, even though they're a really...umm...horrible singer? Like, tone-deaf? What makes them think that they're good for that role anyway

Ahhha...I need to find myself a new hobby. I can't sit next to the phone all day, waiting for him to call. Why does he have to call when i'm always busy? I know the time zone is different but wtf.

What's love? Define love.
"a strong positive emotion of regard and affection"
"a deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction"

When you're in love, how are you supposed to feel? Like, when your legs turn to jelly whenever you see them and around them, you always talk crap? When your eyes meet, you feel like you can't look away and then you get "that feeling".

Confused!!

Can't be bothered

I'm in a lazy state of mind. I can't be bothered to do anything. Really.

I have like, a hundred lines to record for my projects and stuff, a hundred songs to learn and all this work to do, but i feel so sleepy all the time. I'm gonna have to get my lazy ass down sometime. School's gonna open soon...

*sigh*

Also, there are some people i don't want to see. No names mentioned. I really don't want to see them. I'm dying inside everytime...

on the bright side, i'm gonna get my haircut. Nothing too fancy, of course. Just having my fringe trimmed and my layers re-cut. I'm thinking having them [the layers] short nearer the top and then suddenly long, and have my fringe framing my face. I dont know. We'll see.

I'll maybe post a photo up when it's done, but i doubt that it would look any different.

xoxo ~

Some people are not nice

You know what I don't get? Why some people are just not nice. It's like they don't have a nice bone in their hateful little bodies. Or fat bodies in some cases. Slap me on the head and call me silly, but if someone's done nothing to annoy you directly, meaning like it was none of their business, or whatever, why should they continue to annoy you? Or carry on swearing like a stupid ass?

Hm. Get a marker and label me stupid but some things i will never understand.

Stuck in my head~
This particular song: The Way I Loved You by 19 year old Taylor Swift from Nashville in Tennesee, is really stuck in my head. Like practically welded, moulded and shaped in my darn head. Idk why.

Also, i feel like I can realy relate to it...
"he can't see the smile I'm faking and my heart's not breaking. cos im not feeling anything at all..."

Jeez, I'm realy very evil...



You know, Taylor Swift is so pretty, I think. Wish i looked like her. *sigh*
I need Christian. I also need to pee. Well, gotta go. Bye bye

Take It Easy!

Wow O_O THREE posts in one morning. Gotta be a record for me.

Anyway, on a happier note, Buono's new single Take It Easy, the PV is out! WOO



Airi Suzuki is the center in this song. Momoko loses her bag! Aww poor Momo! And ZOMG! Miyabi is so freaking pretty! I love her hair color too.

Gpsh, they're all so gorgeous. And I love their outfits. Ha :P

Early Bird

Oh yes, the post below is the reason why I am awake at like 4am when really I should be catching on my beauty sleep. Lol :)

Confused...

Oh goshhh....I don't know what to do!!



peace!

God, I feel so mean but I've recently just met up with this guy I used to like months ago, and now I'm starting to like him again. A little bit...

And then I remember Jamie and I fall head over heels again. GODDD I'm so indecisive.

One minute I like Christian and then when I see Jamie and he does that smile thing of his, runs his hands through his hair and laughs - GOD THAT CUTE LAUGH OF HIS! I can't decide and I feel so...greedy! Lol dear lord, thank the lord I feel so...emotional. Normally I don't feel anything because I'm a heartless soul (ha, quote Nadiyah!).

Sorry people, this is going to be a really dreary post LOL :P


I love Jamie, I really do ^^ Eurghh I hate Christian for doing to this to me...lol. Man, he's such a charmer!

Gossip Girl :)

Jeez, Gossip Girl is really addictive. The book series is really gossipy and c'mon who doesn't like gossip. When someone gossips about you, in a bad OR good way, you'd like it. Cos face it, you're an interesting element if you're gonna be talked about :P

But then you'd feel really self-conscious too.



Are girls gossipy-er than guys? Do we gossip more than guys? Hmm...in different ways I think. Girls are more bitchy and sneaky before back-stabbing but guys are more in-your-face about it.

Just some things I wonder in my free time. Lol :D

Grr...and this girl i recently met, she's so freaking annoying. She has this massive problem with me and it's like, what's up your freakin' arsehole? Whatever the hell I did, it didn't concern her. She just butt into something that was so not her business and then starts acting like it was all for her to deal. Bitch. Obviously, I was trying to be nice and jokey about it, just to get her to warm up to me. But NOO, she just keeps going on and freaking ON. She just can't let it drop. Can't you just get the fuck over it already, you stupid bitch? Yeah, and she calls me immature. Stupid fuckface.

Sorry i'm having a mini-rant there. Excusez-moi for my language.
I just couldn't resist letting all that anger out. If the BITCH ever reads this... *evil smile*

You know, cheerleading practice is getting harder and harder. Them Head Cheerleaders are so annoying! Why the hell are they so freaking perky all the time?? In all honesty, u kind of have to be perky. I mean, who'd look at a cheerleader when they're putting their sulky faces on?

Not to mention, the super-short and tight uniforms. Still, u can't dance and basically cheerlead if you're wearing a nun's outfit though, can you? :D



And of course, there are those really snobby cheerleaders as well. The really made-up, blonde ones who think they're all that. I can name quite a few to start of with...

Anyway, I'm kind of hungry. Craving Chinese takeaway. Yummy. So gotta dash.



XOXO