Down days

you know those days when you feel absolutely and so stubbornly down? well i am having one of those days. *sigh* Let's start with the giant killer headache i have. BIGGEST HEADACHE KNOWN TO MAN. No kidding. So i'm listening to calming soothing songs. Unfortunately most of the lovely slow headache-soothing songs are about love which remind me of Jamie. By the way he's got a new girl now. He says that we'll always be friends but it is so hard to be his friend. Urgh god my head throbs. Luckily i am jetting off to China in just over a week's time. Unluckily however, Jamie is going too... But! His girlfriend isnt going... *cackles* no lol im not that kind of girl. Or am i? No i am most definitely NOT. Cmon and resist you weakling! He's just a stupid boy. OMG I AM GOING NUTS. Well this is going to be an...ahem interesting vacation (:

MY STAR

I read somewhere that the actor Jeremy Sumpter is 6ft 2, you know, because I'm a stalker fan-girl and all LOL. That's pretty tall. Nearly 190cm? Hm. Jamie is 6ft 2 as well. HAHA xD they both have blond hair, blue eyes. PLUS. I saw this video on Youtube, where Jeremy was being interviewed about something (can't remember, I was too busy being mesmerized by his cuteness) and I suddenly noticed that his voice sounds reeally similar to Jamie's. LOLOLOL I know~ I'm just being paranoid and weird. Just, you know, both their names begin with J.

I wish I was taller. If I was taller, like 2, maybe 3 inches taller, I would look really skinny. I aspire to be approximately 5ft 5 inches when I'm older. Haha. I'm so short, god-dammit. But short is cute, right?!

Hm. I don't want to be too tall though, if you get my drift xD. It would be nice to be supermodel-tall (models are always sexy-looking *jealous jealous*), I suppose, but I don't want to be taller than all the boys I know. Then again, I don't hold attractions for really short boys. I think they're cute though!

I think I notice blond boys the most. I'm not sure why. I think it's because I, in my mind, usually associate pixies, elves and fairies, etc, to have blond hair. Like, cheeky and mischievous! Yeah. Jamie has blond hair *sighs dreamily*. Awww @ when he blushes!! It's soooo adorable and sweet when he's embarrassed about something and goes red. It's like he's a little boy xD.

I AM SO OBSESSED. Slap me.

NEVERLAND!

Okay, so I went to my friend's house like, a couple of days ago, and we just hung out like girls do. Did our nails, our eyebrows and whatnot. Then we watched a movie and got a takeout.

OMG. We watched Peter Pan, the 2003 version, starring Jeremy Sumpter, Jason Isaacs and Rachel Hurd-wood. I know, i know what you're thinking, KIDS MOVIE, right? Yeah, that's what I thought, and didn't really watch it. I just fidgeted and yawned for the first half, and then I started to really get into it. I totally regret the fact that I messed about for the first half hour of the film. I also missed bits of the end and the middle. So I basically only watched the parts in between. DAMN! So I've got my dad to order the film online. Amazon.com

EEEEP. Jeremy Sumpter is soooooo adorable! His smile... is like.. so charming! and cheeky. I just want to pinch his cute little cheeks xD Apparently he's 21 years old now, so... I won't do that xD. Anyways, he looks like a really pretty girl. It's a good thing because the really hot guys usually look like really pretty girls. In my opinion. LOL. I totally sound like a lesbian now xD. Haha

*excited excited* I can't wait 'til the movie arrives, so I can watch it properly! Actually daddy hasn't ordered it yet. he says "next week". So... yay! *excited excited*

Sweetie

Ohh... I haven't wrote in my dear sweet blog for almost a month! I'm sorry baby hugs* lol :) I also forgot to wite here on my birthday to update you all on my wonderful day! ^^ Oh well.

I did have a great day, thank you for asking ;) It was awesome because everyone treated me like a princess ;D hehe! Ahh.. it's good being a V.I.P lol!
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I didn't get most of things that I put on my wishlist, but I'll admit... I was being a bit of a far-fetched air-head xDD LOL! I'll also add that even though I was kind of disappointed, I was still really pleased with all my sweet 16 gifts, because... well! I don't want to an ungrateful little rich-bitch or something like that haha :)

But I love being spoiled though. I won't deny. Who doesn't?!
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URGH sjdnsjkhikfh!! My computer is actually taking the piss. I'm sorry for my language but it's true! It's so freaking slow. *kicks*