C-ute's new Single ~ "SHOCK"

Okay I've just watched and listened to the PV of C-ute's 11th single~ "SHOCK".

The PV is okay, the girls sound good and the dance is nice. The clothes are cool as well. However, there's just one thing that I;m really not happy about.

Airi Suzuki gets ALL the solos. Even Maimi Yajima doesn't get solos in this single and she is the Leader. Why don't they just call C-ute; Airi Suzuki featuring C-ute. The other girls don't get a chance to show off their voices anymore. In my opinion, I think that Airi Suzuki is totally overrated. Her voice so irritates me now. It sounds like she's trying way too hard to sound happy and cute.

I mean, she is pretty (I suppose, aside those terrible teeth) and her voice is nice, but she shouldn't be given so many lines. Actually when I first discovered Hello Project, Airi Suzuki was my first idol (omg), because she was the first one I noticed (since she's always the center and lead singer). Now, she isn't. In Buono!, Suzuki is the center now. I don't like it. I preferred it when Momoko was center or Miyabi. I don't know why, but it doesn't look right with Suzuki-san as the lead.

Ever since Airi started getting almost all of the lines, I've started to slowly dislike her. I think she's becoming really over-rated now. It's true that Suzuki is very talented, and pretty, but its still unfair.

In C-ute, Maimi and Saki are the best dancers. Airi is an average "okay" dancer. She's not bad, but it's not that good either. I think Hello Project should put the best dancers at the front and the center, because for example, Saki Nakajima and Saki Shimizu are brilliant dancers but they hardly ever get solo lines. To make it more fair, they should put them at the front and the supposedly "best" singers (like Airi Suzuki and Reina Tanaka) at the back. Now that I mention it, i don't think that Reina Tanaka is a great singer either. Her singing is just so fake. She tries way too hard to be cute. It's obvious. I mean, she sounds different (and better) in First Kiss and Suki ni Naccha Ikenai Hito than she does in e.g. Nanchatte Renai and Resonant Blue. There's a video of her singing First Kiss live (way back) with Suzuki and Natsuyaki. Her voice was deeper and I liked it better like that. Sounds more natural and normal.

Why can't people just sing naturally? :3

Don't get me wrong; I used to absolutely adore Suzuki and Tanaka. They previously were my top two idols. Now my idols are Natsuyaki Miyabi, Kamei Eri, Nakajima Saki and Okai Chisato.

Yay! and Boo

My old method of downloading Youtube videos and converting them to mpg format totally broke down because the converter WOULDN'T CONVERT THE VIDEOS. Talk about annoyances.

So I found a new method. Yay! Very happy

and now for the Boo...

I lost 2 subscribers. Fucking hell. What have I done??? D: I am not a happy fandubber -_-'
Also, listening back to my old fandubs (and recent ones too), I've noticed just how nasal my voice is. It's terrible. Really is. Nothing I do will relieve it of its nasal-ness. I cannot sing in a different way. I cannot make my voice go un-nasal.

And...

This other fandubber...she has more subscribers than me. I know, you'll be thinking, well it's because she's a better singer than you, doh! But NO. She can't even sing in tune. Her voice is flat and loud and bleeeehh.... I don't want to say who because that's rude and say anymore because...well, she's one of my friends. I suppose. In addition... people always say to her "I love your voice!" and "it's so pretty!" and "You sound awesome!", etc etc etc. It's like WTF?! C'mon people you KNOW that she sucks, you're all just too nice to say it. Unless...I'm the tone-deaf one. Am I deaf? Am I the deaf one here? Christ...

Oh wait. Unless everone thinks that I suck more than her. I, for one, am deeply offended.

Note.

And did I mention how happy I was to hear that they had broken up?? YES :D

I need him so much.

Love

"Love is the most unconditional feeling in the world. You do not even know when you start developing such feeling for someone. It may be the love at the first sight or a feeling developed out of gradual liking."

Love is a darned thing. It is so overrated. Except that...I'm afraid that I am falling in love with someone who I am SUPPOSED to be over.

Butterflies in my stomach. Sort of nauseous feeling as my stomach turns whenever I see him/think about him.
My heart stops (no kidding) whenever I see him or think about him.
I forget everything that I am saying if he walks past.
I can't think about anything else if he's near me.
I love being in his company.
I can't look away when we make eye contact.
I love it when he looks at me.
I dream about him practically every night.
(so cheesy) I write songs and they're mostly about him or based on him. Whether I realize it or not.

and endless more things, but they're all so cheesy and LAME, that I should probably stop. I'm ashamed to even write all of that stuff above. I just wonder if I'm in love with him, but what is love exactly? This guy though...he's amazing. Everything he does is so perfect to me, he can literally take my breath away.

*sighs dreamily* But the worst part is that I don't know how he feels about me. and I can't just ask him, either.

Once, in class, I was sitting opposite him, and in the middle of the lesson, his foot just brushed against mine and the weirdest thing happened. He started playing footsie with me. I'm sure he was aware of it. I mean, how could you rub and stroke your foot against someone else's, trapping it between your own feet, etc and NOT REALIZE?? All this was going on as the teacher was talking and, well, teaching. The guy (my guy, not the teacher lol) was looking at the teacher and appeared to be listening to him, but underneath the table... the game of footsie just went on.

When the lesson ended, he just walked out, like nothing had fucking happened! D:

That special look
One time, he looked at me in a way that I will never forget. A really soft, adoring look; he looked like he loved me and wanted me so bad. I could have seriously believed it. 5 seconds of heaven.

Super Junior ~ LOVE FEVER!!

Oh my gosh, gosh gosh!! Have i mentioned how much I love Super Junior. I'm a new fan but a very BIG fan, nee!!! ^_^ Oh man, these guys are so cute and funny and talented! What more could a girl want?? :)

Kyuhyun!!! <33 He is really beautiful for a boy! Usually guys come as cute, hot or handsome, but this guy's really beautiful!! When I read that he was involved in a car accident and had the most injuries, I was like, ohhh nooo! D: Bu that was like ages ag, so hes recovered ^^

Han Geng ~ I first saw him in It's You, and well, he caught my eye ;)

Eyunhyuk!! Such an amazing dancer. So talented. Pretty boy :P

Donghae~~ Goooshhh xD I saw him in Super Girl, looking so cute :D

Siwon and Leetuek. Is it just me or do they look a bit similar??? I think Leetuek has dyed hair and Siwon has black, but...whatever. I think they're both hot xD

Ryeowook is really cute! Hes like, 25, but he looks so young and fresh-faced!! What a cutie. And his voice is very sweet.

Heechul~ kind of cute ^^ They make him look too girly-looking sometimes though hahaa ^^

Well, those are my favorites out of the group. I love them all and they're all mega-hot (something about oriental guys, especially Korean, Chinese & Japanese ones, are extremely attractive to me ^^). Hahaa, this is probably looking like a weird sort of post, but this is the kind of randomness that goes on inside that mad head of mine.