Monday, October 10, 2011

Speak now or forever hold your peace

I just had an hour long phone conversation with this girl who used to be one of my best friends. It was really weird. I mean, the phone convo was fine but the fact that I was even talking to her was pretty strange. We haven't talked in over two years. I still think that it's really weird that we're not friends anymore. I guess we became too close too fast. We used to be reeeeally close. Maybe even closer than me and Katy. I knew that Katy didn't like her. Katy still doesn't like her lol. I have a feeling that she was jealous. Katy and I have a weird relationship. We never hug or link arms but we both know that we're best friends, practically like sisters. Like an unspoken law.

Anyways, the point that I'd like to make is to always keep your friends close . No matter how many falling outs you've had, no matter how weird she/he has been lately, please just try to mend things. This girl was one of the greatest friends that a girl could ever wish for, but now I feel like it's too late. It was a great phone call but I can tell that we were both slightly wary and on our guard. I guess the fact that we've both had two whole years to change has only just emphasized the way we've grown apart. It was still nice though :)