One heart to break

I am having the worst day EVER. Like, ever.

I got out of school early because I went to the nurse's office and told her I wasn't feeling so good. She felt my forehead and said I had no temperature so I knew that I had to turn to more drastic measures. So I went into the toilet and threw up. Made myself threw up. That's bad, I know. I'm not bulimic though, I swear. I've never made myself throw up before, this is the first time. And may I just say right now that I WILL NEVER EVER DO IT AGAIN.

I just feel like absolute shit today. I just - I thought I got over Nick over Christmas break. It was nice to just get away but now? I think I'm falling for him again. AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN! I can't stop think about him. See? It sounds so lame. This is so freaking disgusting. I hate this sick, soppy feeling. GRRR. I mean, it's not like he's the most attractive person in the entire world. He's not pretty like Paul Wesley, or sexy like Ian Somerhalder. Or, beautiful and godlike like Jamie. But he is my friend. The friend that I'm scared of falling in love with. Well, love is a bit of a strong word, so let's call it a crush. How middle-school of me, right? XD

My iPhone has broke. I dropped it in a mug of coffee. I'm awesome. Oh but I'm so dead when my mom finds out. She's gonna freaking kill me. Haha XD Maybe I can hide it from her. Yeah, sure I can ;)

One chance to keep from falling...

I am a total Vampire Diaries geek. LOOOL.

I got hooked onto it a couple of months or so back and because I got into it so late into the series, I missed the entire first season and the first 7 episodes of the second season. Well actually, I watched Miss Mystic Falls (the 19th episode of season one) and didn't get it, so I didn't watch the rest of it. But then I remembered sometime later and curiosity drew me in to watch it again. So I caught the 7th episode of season two (Masquerade) and then I kept watching the rest of it from then on :)

But obviously I didn't really understand because I had missed the entire first season (except the 19th one haha) so my dad got me the season one DVD for Christmas so I've been catching up like the geek that I am haha :3 so now I understand! *GEEK*

Now all I need is to catch up on the first 7 episodes of season two! I've bought The Return episode (2x01) off iTunes so I've watched it, saw the return of Katherine, saw John Gilbert leav (for now, presumably), saw Jeremy die and come back to life again and witnessed (omg) Damon's feelings come out! Aw.

Right now, I'm watching Bad Moon Rising (2x03). I've JUST finished watching Brave New World (2x02) and Caroline's a vampire after being smothered with a pillow by Katherine and having Damon's blood in her system at her time of death...

Wow xD This is a post dedicated to me and me watching Vampire Diaries haha. GEEEEEK :P