One heart to break

I am having the worst day EVER. Like, ever.

I got out of school early because I went to the nurse's office and told her I wasn't feeling so good. She felt my forehead and said I had no temperature so I knew that I had to turn to more drastic measures. So I went into the toilet and threw up. Made myself threw up. That's bad, I know. I'm not bulimic though, I swear. I've never made myself throw up before, this is the first time. And may I just say right now that I WILL NEVER EVER DO IT AGAIN.

I just feel like absolute shit today. I just - I thought I got over Nick over Christmas break. It was nice to just get away but now? I think I'm falling for him again. AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN! I can't stop think about him. See? It sounds so lame. This is so freaking disgusting. I hate this sick, soppy feeling. GRRR. I mean, it's not like he's the most attractive person in the entire world. He's not pretty like Paul Wesley, or sexy like Ian Somerhalder. Or, beautiful and godlike like Jamie. But he is my friend. The friend that I'm scared of falling in love with. Well, love is a bit of a strong word, so let's call it a crush. How middle-school of me, right? XD

My iPhone has broke. I dropped it in a mug of coffee. I'm awesome. Oh but I'm so dead when my mom finds out. She's gonna freaking kill me. Haha XD Maybe I can hide it from her. Yeah, sure I can ;)