Call 911. I'm drowning in schoolwork.
Godammit, why do teachers have to give us with so much homework. For them, its absolute joy. It's like "Here, go knock yourself out on this assignment." What, do they think we actually enjoy it? No wait, don't tell me that its for my own good if I want to enter a respectable profession. I know, I know.
UPDATES!!
Because of all this work and the chaos presented upon me recently (its my own fault, i should have done it sooner), I'll be absent from Youtube and the internet (except in the case of schoolwork and essays. quote The Parents.). Not permenently. Of course, I'll be back (dont moan and groan guys lol ^^. C'mon clap!). I'll only be fully free and escape from all this crap and shit in the summer.
Sigh. Not fair. I sound like a sulky kid but like i give a fuck. Excusez moi!
Basically, I'll only be allowed on YT on WEEKENDS and Fridays. As for recording my lines for projects and groupdubs, that'll all be stalled. Sorry, guys. My lines are going to delayed as such. I'll of course definitely record them. I'm pretty sure what lines I have left.
Suki Ni Nacchi Ikenai Hito - Reina Tanaka
Uchuu Buono ~ Morning Musume Medley (Group Project) - Aika Mitsui
Kirai Suki Dai Kirai (Buono!) - Miyabi Natsuyaki
Kousui (MM concert dub) - Koharu Kusumi
Kawaii Merodi ~ Meguru Koi no Kisetsu (C-ute) - Saki Nakajima
Kawaii Garuuz ~ Take It Easy! - Momoko Tsugunaga
Kyandii ~ Hitorijime (v-u-den)
Saikou Project ~ Sweetie- Strawberry Pie (Mini Moni) - Tsuji Nozomi
As you can see (or read) I am totally bogged down in my own shit. Damn. SO BUSY!!!
Muchhh lovee x
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Eeeep.
Kyaaaa....
Goddamit, i cant stop thinking about him. He's in my head every second of every minute of every hour of every freakin' DAY! I'm going nuts, man. Am I crazy?
I was reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. Its a good book. Really descriptive. I've watched the movie, and personally, I prefer the book to the movie. There are just some things that you can't capture on film.
The storyline is just so brilliant. Its really imaginative. The characters are good too. So descriptive. I love Love. But i hate it too. It hurts, y'know? Aww, man! I wish I had my own Edward Cullen!
^_^
Goddamit, i cant stop thinking about him. He's in my head every second of every minute of every hour of every freakin' DAY! I'm going nuts, man. Am I crazy?
I was reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. Its a good book. Really descriptive. I've watched the movie, and personally, I prefer the book to the movie. There are just some things that you can't capture on film.
The storyline is just so brilliant. Its really imaginative. The characters are good too. So descriptive. I love Love. But i hate it too. It hurts, y'know? Aww, man! I wish I had my own Edward Cullen!
^_^
Monday, October 26, 2009
SCORE!
Okay, I know what you must be thinking. God, here she goes again, talking about BOYS. again. I cant help it xD the male specimen (err...right?) are just soo fascinating. and did i ever mention, FRUSTRATING, too??
Anyways,
So I met this guy at this...party thing. Well, not really "meet", because we've already met, and our families are friends...He was nice to me, totally sweet, and 100% hot :D Dammit, he's so hot. Loool...he didn't recognise me at first. He recognised my brother but he was like, "Didn't he have a sister...?" and gestured with his hand, somewhere around waist-level. Yeah right. I'm not that small.
Then I sort of stood up and said, "Yeah, I'm here." and waved at him. He looked up and kind of blinked a lot then smiled. God bless him, the guy actually waved back. So cute. I'm in heaven, man. His voice is like, amazing. Not too deep, not too squeaky. Just perfectly right ^_^
Okay, so i spoke like, one sentence to him (two, if you count the "yeah, im here" thing, and three if the smiling and eye contact count???) but im totally in love now ^_^. He made eye contact with me a lot and also kept blinking (a lot). So does that mean that he held some sort of attraction towards me? :D please be so.
Oh, and a funny thing.
My mom's just got his e-mail for me. He told me I could phone, mail or contact him if i wanted to. So I've got his e-mail, via mom, from his mom. My Mom thinks it's for "educational" purpose only. And told me not to give it to any of my friends. I told her, "Why would I? Besides, they dont even know who he is." What a good actress i am :)
Anyways,
So I met this guy at this...party thing. Well, not really "meet", because we've already met, and our families are friends...He was nice to me, totally sweet, and 100% hot :D Dammit, he's so hot. Loool...he didn't recognise me at first. He recognised my brother but he was like, "Didn't he have a sister...?" and gestured with his hand, somewhere around waist-level. Yeah right. I'm not that small.
Then I sort of stood up and said, "Yeah, I'm here." and waved at him. He looked up and kind of blinked a lot then smiled. God bless him, the guy actually waved back. So cute. I'm in heaven, man. His voice is like, amazing. Not too deep, not too squeaky. Just perfectly right ^_^
Okay, so i spoke like, one sentence to him (two, if you count the "yeah, im here" thing, and three if the smiling and eye contact count???) but im totally in love now ^_^. He made eye contact with me a lot and also kept blinking (a lot). So does that mean that he held some sort of attraction towards me? :D please be so.
Oh, and a funny thing.
My mom's just got his e-mail for me. He told me I could phone, mail or contact him if i wanted to. So I've got his e-mail, via mom, from his mom. My Mom thinks it's for "educational" purpose only. And told me not to give it to any of my friends. I told her, "Why would I? Besides, they dont even know who he is." What a good actress i am :)
Friday, October 2, 2009
That guy
It's not been that long. Broken up, tears have been shed (believe me) and now I'm over it. Oh yeah. It's like going over a rainbow. Now the world of single-ness welcomes me. I feel so...free? HAHA.
Anyways, there is this guy. WHY WON'T HE FREAKING NOTICE ME?! I wanna slap him so hard he'd end up in the Ming Dynasty. quote. lol xDD
but seriously. that's how i feel right now.
OOH. and there are celebrity guys OF COURSE. But it's not like I'm ever gonna meet them, right? :D
Anyways, there is this guy. WHY WON'T HE FREAKING NOTICE ME?! I wanna slap him so hard he'd end up in the Ming Dynasty. quote. lol xDD
but seriously. that's how i feel right now.
OOH. and there are celebrity guys OF COURSE. But it's not like I'm ever gonna meet them, right? :D
Annoyed.
I am extremely annoyed and irritated.
Irritated because I had like 4 hours sleep as I was up all freaking night writing some dumb 1000 word essay. And annoyed because of many MANY things in life. Let's start with one.
COMPUTER: WHY CANT IT GO FASTER?!
INTERNET: STOP CRASHING, goddammit.
THAT BOY: NOTICE ME ALREADY!!
and etc etc etc
However, ATM, its this one thing. This project, right. How come I never get any solo lines anymore? Is this their petty way of trying to tell me that I flipping suck? Why don't they just say it to my fucking face already?! Cowards much? Tsch. I'm SEROUSLY considering graduating from this project. I mean, it's not like we have that many subscribers. Its DUMB. Spare me some sympathy people!!
I pass the auditions but I dont get any solos? it's like WTF? and i seriously suspect that the leader is giving all her friends the solos. It's not like they're all that amazing anyway. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm so MAD. I hate this. This really sucks. I'd like to tell this fucking project leader this, but she and the co-leader are really intimidating, and even from the safety of my computer screen, I cant say it to these people. I mean, they're older, experienced, etc. like WAY more. You can just tell it from the way they talk.
Rant, rant, rant.
Irritated because I had like 4 hours sleep as I was up all freaking night writing some dumb 1000 word essay. And annoyed because of many MANY things in life. Let's start with one.
COMPUTER: WHY CANT IT GO FASTER?!
INTERNET: STOP CRASHING, goddammit.
THAT BOY: NOTICE ME ALREADY!!
and etc etc etc
However, ATM, its this one thing. This project, right. How come I never get any solo lines anymore? Is this their petty way of trying to tell me that I flipping suck? Why don't they just say it to my fucking face already?! Cowards much? Tsch. I'm SEROUSLY considering graduating from this project. I mean, it's not like we have that many subscribers. Its DUMB. Spare me some sympathy people!!
I pass the auditions but I dont get any solos? it's like WTF? and i seriously suspect that the leader is giving all her friends the solos. It's not like they're all that amazing anyway. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm so MAD. I hate this. This really sucks. I'd like to tell this fucking project leader this, but she and the co-leader are really intimidating, and even from the safety of my computer screen, I cant say it to these people. I mean, they're older, experienced, etc. like WAY more. You can just tell it from the way they talk.
Rant, rant, rant.
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