Okay I've just watched and listened to the PV of C-ute's 11th single~ "SHOCK".
The PV is okay, the girls sound good and the dance is nice. The clothes are cool as well. However, there's just one thing that I;m really not happy about.
Airi Suzuki gets ALL the solos. Even Maimi Yajima doesn't get solos in this single and she is the Leader. Why don't they just call C-ute; Airi Suzuki featuring C-ute. The other girls don't get a chance to show off their voices anymore. In my opinion, I think that Airi Suzuki is totally overrated. Her voice so irritates me now. It sounds like she's trying way too hard to sound happy and cute.
I mean, she is pretty (I suppose, aside those terrible teeth) and her voice is nice, but she shouldn't be given so many lines. Actually when I first discovered Hello Project, Airi Suzuki was my first idol (omg), because she was the first one I noticed (since she's always the center and lead singer). Now, she isn't. In Buono!, Suzuki is the center now. I don't like it. I preferred it when Momoko was center or Miyabi. I don't know why, but it doesn't look right with Suzuki-san as the lead.
Ever since Airi started getting almost all of the lines, I've started to slowly dislike her. I think she's becoming really over-rated now. It's true that Suzuki is very talented, and pretty, but its still unfair.
In C-ute, Maimi and Saki are the best dancers. Airi is an average "okay" dancer. She's not bad, but it's not that good either. I think Hello Project should put the best dancers at the front and the center, because for example, Saki Nakajima and Saki Shimizu are brilliant dancers but they hardly ever get solo lines. To make it more fair, they should put them at the front and the supposedly "best" singers (like Airi Suzuki and Reina Tanaka) at the back. Now that I mention it, i don't think that Reina Tanaka is a great singer either. Her singing is just so fake. She tries way too hard to be cute. It's obvious. I mean, she sounds different (and better) in First Kiss and Suki ni Naccha Ikenai Hito than she does in e.g. Nanchatte Renai and Resonant Blue. There's a video of her singing First Kiss live (way back) with Suzuki and Natsuyaki. Her voice was deeper and I liked it better like that. Sounds more natural and normal.
Why can't people just sing naturally? :3
Don't get me wrong; I used to absolutely adore Suzuki and Tanaka. They previously were my top two idols. Now my idols are Natsuyaki Miyabi, Kamei Eri, Nakajima Saki and Okai Chisato.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Yay! and Boo
My old method of downloading Youtube videos and converting them to mpg format totally broke down because the converter WOULDN'T CONVERT THE VIDEOS. Talk about annoyances.
So I found a new method. Yay! Very happy
and now for the Boo...
I lost 2 subscribers. Fucking hell. What have I done??? D: I am not a happy fandubber -_-'
Also, listening back to my old fandubs (and recent ones too), I've noticed just how nasal my voice is. It's terrible. Really is. Nothing I do will relieve it of its nasal-ness. I cannot sing in a different way. I cannot make my voice go un-nasal.
And...
This other fandubber...she has more subscribers than me. I know, you'll be thinking, well it's because she's a better singer than you, doh! But NO. She can't even sing in tune. Her voice is flat and loud and bleeeehh.... I don't want to say who because that's rude and say anymore because...well, she's one of my friends. I suppose. In addition... people always say to her "I love your voice!" and "it's so pretty!" and "You sound awesome!", etc etc etc. It's like WTF?! C'mon people you KNOW that she sucks, you're all just too nice to say it. Unless...I'm the tone-deaf one. Am I deaf? Am I the deaf one here? Christ...
Oh wait. Unless everone thinks that I suck more than her. I, for one, am deeply offended.
So I found a new method. Yay! Very happy
and now for the Boo...
I lost 2 subscribers. Fucking hell. What have I done??? D: I am not a happy fandubber -_-'
Also, listening back to my old fandubs (and recent ones too), I've noticed just how nasal my voice is. It's terrible. Really is. Nothing I do will relieve it of its nasal-ness. I cannot sing in a different way. I cannot make my voice go un-nasal.
And...
This other fandubber...she has more subscribers than me. I know, you'll be thinking, well it's because she's a better singer than you, doh! But NO. She can't even sing in tune. Her voice is flat and loud and bleeeehh.... I don't want to say who because that's rude and say anymore because...well, she's one of my friends. I suppose. In addition... people always say to her "I love your voice!" and "it's so pretty!" and "You sound awesome!", etc etc etc. It's like WTF?! C'mon people you KNOW that she sucks, you're all just too nice to say it. Unless...I'm the tone-deaf one. Am I deaf? Am I the deaf one here? Christ...
Oh wait. Unless everone thinks that I suck more than her. I, for one, am deeply offended.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Love
"Love is the most unconditional feeling in the world. You do not even know when you start developing such feeling for someone. It may be the love at the first sight or a feeling developed out of gradual liking."
Love is a darned thing. It is so overrated. Except that...I'm afraid that I am falling in love with someone who I am SUPPOSED to be over.
Butterflies in my stomach. Sort of nauseous feeling as my stomach turns whenever I see him/think about him.
My heart stops (no kidding) whenever I see him or think about him.
I forget everything that I am saying if he walks past.
I can't think about anything else if he's near me.
I love being in his company.
I can't look away when we make eye contact.
I love it when he looks at me.
I dream about him practically every night.
(so cheesy) I write songs and they're mostly about him or based on him. Whether I realize it or not.
and endless more things, but they're all so cheesy and LAME, that I should probably stop. I'm ashamed to even write all of that stuff above. I just wonder if I'm in love with him, but what is love exactly? This guy though...he's amazing. Everything he does is so perfect to me, he can literally take my breath away.
*sighs dreamily* But the worst part is that I don't know how he feels about me. and I can't just ask him, either.
Once, in class, I was sitting opposite him, and in the middle of the lesson, his foot just brushed against mine and the weirdest thing happened. He started playing footsie with me. I'm sure he was aware of it. I mean, how could you rub and stroke your foot against someone else's, trapping it between your own feet, etc and NOT REALIZE?? All this was going on as the teacher was talking and, well, teaching. The guy (my guy, not the teacher lol) was looking at the teacher and appeared to be listening to him, but underneath the table... the game of footsie just went on.
When the lesson ended, he just walked out, like nothing had fucking happened! D:
That special look
One time, he looked at me in a way that I will never forget. A really soft, adoring look; he looked like he loved me and wanted me so bad. I could have seriously believed it. 5 seconds of heaven.
Love is a darned thing. It is so overrated. Except that...I'm afraid that I am falling in love with someone who I am SUPPOSED to be over.
Butterflies in my stomach. Sort of nauseous feeling as my stomach turns whenever I see him/think about him.
My heart stops (no kidding) whenever I see him or think about him.
I forget everything that I am saying if he walks past.
I can't think about anything else if he's near me.
I love being in his company.
I can't look away when we make eye contact.
I love it when he looks at me.
I dream about him practically every night.
(so cheesy) I write songs and they're mostly about him or based on him. Whether I realize it or not.
and endless more things, but they're all so cheesy and LAME, that I should probably stop. I'm ashamed to even write all of that stuff above. I just wonder if I'm in love with him, but what is love exactly? This guy though...he's amazing. Everything he does is so perfect to me, he can literally take my breath away.
*sighs dreamily* But the worst part is that I don't know how he feels about me. and I can't just ask him, either.
Once, in class, I was sitting opposite him, and in the middle of the lesson, his foot just brushed against mine and the weirdest thing happened. He started playing footsie with me. I'm sure he was aware of it. I mean, how could you rub and stroke your foot against someone else's, trapping it between your own feet, etc and NOT REALIZE?? All this was going on as the teacher was talking and, well, teaching. The guy (my guy, not the teacher lol) was looking at the teacher and appeared to be listening to him, but underneath the table... the game of footsie just went on.
When the lesson ended, he just walked out, like nothing had fucking happened! D:
That special look
One time, he looked at me in a way that I will never forget. A really soft, adoring look; he looked like he loved me and wanted me so bad. I could have seriously believed it. 5 seconds of heaven.
Super Junior ~ LOVE FEVER!!
Oh my gosh, gosh gosh!! Have i mentioned how much I love Super Junior. I'm a new fan but a very BIG fan, nee!!! ^_^ Oh man, these guys are so cute and funny and talented! What more could a girl want?? :)
Kyuhyun!!! <33 He is really beautiful for a boy! Usually guys come as cute, hot or handsome, but this guy's really beautiful!! When I read that he was involved in a car accident and had the most injuries, I was like, ohhh nooo! D: Bu that was like ages ag, so hes recovered ^^
Han Geng ~ I first saw him in It's You, and well, he caught my eye ;)
Eyunhyuk!! Such an amazing dancer. So talented. Pretty boy :P
Donghae~~ Goooshhh xD I saw him in Super Girl, looking so cute :D
Siwon and Leetuek. Is it just me or do they look a bit similar??? I think Leetuek has dyed hair and Siwon has black, but...whatever. I think they're both hot xD
Ryeowook is really cute! Hes like, 25, but he looks so young and fresh-faced!! What a cutie. And his voice is very sweet.
Heechul~ kind of cute ^^ They make him look too girly-looking sometimes though hahaa ^^
Well, those are my favorites out of the group. I love them all and they're all mega-hot (something about oriental guys, especially Korean, Chinese & Japanese ones, are extremely attractive to me ^^). Hahaa, this is probably looking like a weird sort of post, but this is the kind of randomness that goes on inside that mad head of mine.
Kyuhyun!!! <33 He is really beautiful for a boy! Usually guys come as cute, hot or handsome, but this guy's really beautiful!! When I read that he was involved in a car accident and had the most injuries, I was like, ohhh nooo! D: Bu that was like ages ag, so hes recovered ^^
Han Geng ~ I first saw him in It's You, and well, he caught my eye ;)
Eyunhyuk!! Such an amazing dancer. So talented. Pretty boy :P
Donghae~~ Goooshhh xD I saw him in Super Girl, looking so cute :D
Siwon and Leetuek. Is it just me or do they look a bit similar??? I think Leetuek has dyed hair and Siwon has black, but...whatever. I think they're both hot xD
Ryeowook is really cute! Hes like, 25, but he looks so young and fresh-faced!! What a cutie. And his voice is very sweet.
Heechul~ kind of cute ^^ They make him look too girly-looking sometimes though hahaa ^^
Well, those are my favorites out of the group. I love them all and they're all mega-hot (something about oriental guys, especially Korean, Chinese & Japanese ones, are extremely attractive to me ^^). Hahaa, this is probably looking like a weird sort of post, but this is the kind of randomness that goes on inside that mad head of mine.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Help me!!!
Call 911. I'm drowning in schoolwork.
Godammit, why do teachers have to give us with so much homework. For them, its absolute joy. It's like "Here, go knock yourself out on this assignment." What, do they think we actually enjoy it? No wait, don't tell me that its for my own good if I want to enter a respectable profession. I know, I know.
UPDATES!!
Because of all this work and the chaos presented upon me recently (its my own fault, i should have done it sooner), I'll be absent from Youtube and the internet (except in the case of schoolwork and essays. quote The Parents.). Not permenently. Of course, I'll be back (dont moan and groan guys lol ^^. C'mon clap!). I'll only be fully free and escape from all this crap and shit in the summer.
Sigh. Not fair. I sound like a sulky kid but like i give a fuck. Excusez moi!
Basically, I'll only be allowed on YT on WEEKENDS and Fridays. As for recording my lines for projects and groupdubs, that'll all be stalled. Sorry, guys. My lines are going to delayed as such. I'll of course definitely record them. I'm pretty sure what lines I have left.
Suki Ni Nacchi Ikenai Hito - Reina Tanaka
Uchuu Buono ~ Morning Musume Medley (Group Project) - Aika Mitsui
Kirai Suki Dai Kirai (Buono!) - Miyabi Natsuyaki
Kousui (MM concert dub) - Koharu Kusumi
Kawaii Merodi ~ Meguru Koi no Kisetsu (C-ute) - Saki Nakajima
Kawaii Garuuz ~ Take It Easy! - Momoko Tsugunaga
Kyandii ~ Hitorijime (v-u-den)
Saikou Project ~ Sweetie- Strawberry Pie (Mini Moni) - Tsuji Nozomi
As you can see (or read) I am totally bogged down in my own shit. Damn. SO BUSY!!!
Muchhh lovee x
Godammit, why do teachers have to give us with so much homework. For them, its absolute joy. It's like "Here, go knock yourself out on this assignment." What, do they think we actually enjoy it? No wait, don't tell me that its for my own good if I want to enter a respectable profession. I know, I know.
UPDATES!!
Because of all this work and the chaos presented upon me recently (its my own fault, i should have done it sooner), I'll be absent from Youtube and the internet (except in the case of schoolwork and essays. quote The Parents.). Not permenently. Of course, I'll be back (dont moan and groan guys lol ^^. C'mon clap!). I'll only be fully free and escape from all this crap and shit in the summer.
Sigh. Not fair. I sound like a sulky kid but like i give a fuck. Excusez moi!
Basically, I'll only be allowed on YT on WEEKENDS and Fridays. As for recording my lines for projects and groupdubs, that'll all be stalled. Sorry, guys. My lines are going to delayed as such. I'll of course definitely record them. I'm pretty sure what lines I have left.
Suki Ni Nacchi Ikenai Hito - Reina Tanaka
Uchuu Buono ~ Morning Musume Medley (Group Project) - Aika Mitsui
Kirai Suki Dai Kirai (Buono!) - Miyabi Natsuyaki
Kousui (MM concert dub) - Koharu Kusumi
Kawaii Merodi ~ Meguru Koi no Kisetsu (C-ute) - Saki Nakajima
Kawaii Garuuz ~ Take It Easy! - Momoko Tsugunaga
Kyandii ~ Hitorijime (v-u-den)
Saikou Project ~ Sweetie- Strawberry Pie (Mini Moni) - Tsuji Nozomi
As you can see (or read) I am totally bogged down in my own shit. Damn. SO BUSY!!!
Muchhh lovee x
Friday, October 30, 2009
Eeeep.
Kyaaaa....
Goddamit, i cant stop thinking about him. He's in my head every second of every minute of every hour of every freakin' DAY! I'm going nuts, man. Am I crazy?
I was reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. Its a good book. Really descriptive. I've watched the movie, and personally, I prefer the book to the movie. There are just some things that you can't capture on film.
The storyline is just so brilliant. Its really imaginative. The characters are good too. So descriptive. I love Love. But i hate it too. It hurts, y'know? Aww, man! I wish I had my own Edward Cullen!
^_^
Goddamit, i cant stop thinking about him. He's in my head every second of every minute of every hour of every freakin' DAY! I'm going nuts, man. Am I crazy?
I was reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. Its a good book. Really descriptive. I've watched the movie, and personally, I prefer the book to the movie. There are just some things that you can't capture on film.
The storyline is just so brilliant. Its really imaginative. The characters are good too. So descriptive. I love Love. But i hate it too. It hurts, y'know? Aww, man! I wish I had my own Edward Cullen!
^_^
Monday, October 26, 2009
SCORE!
Okay, I know what you must be thinking. God, here she goes again, talking about BOYS. again. I cant help it xD the male specimen (err...right?) are just soo fascinating. and did i ever mention, FRUSTRATING, too??
Anyways,
So I met this guy at this...party thing. Well, not really "meet", because we've already met, and our families are friends...He was nice to me, totally sweet, and 100% hot :D Dammit, he's so hot. Loool...he didn't recognise me at first. He recognised my brother but he was like, "Didn't he have a sister...?" and gestured with his hand, somewhere around waist-level. Yeah right. I'm not that small.
Then I sort of stood up and said, "Yeah, I'm here." and waved at him. He looked up and kind of blinked a lot then smiled. God bless him, the guy actually waved back. So cute. I'm in heaven, man. His voice is like, amazing. Not too deep, not too squeaky. Just perfectly right ^_^
Okay, so i spoke like, one sentence to him (two, if you count the "yeah, im here" thing, and three if the smiling and eye contact count???) but im totally in love now ^_^. He made eye contact with me a lot and also kept blinking (a lot). So does that mean that he held some sort of attraction towards me? :D please be so.
Oh, and a funny thing.
My mom's just got his e-mail for me. He told me I could phone, mail or contact him if i wanted to. So I've got his e-mail, via mom, from his mom. My Mom thinks it's for "educational" purpose only. And told me not to give it to any of my friends. I told her, "Why would I? Besides, they dont even know who he is." What a good actress i am :)
Anyways,
So I met this guy at this...party thing. Well, not really "meet", because we've already met, and our families are friends...He was nice to me, totally sweet, and 100% hot :D Dammit, he's so hot. Loool...he didn't recognise me at first. He recognised my brother but he was like, "Didn't he have a sister...?" and gestured with his hand, somewhere around waist-level. Yeah right. I'm not that small.
Then I sort of stood up and said, "Yeah, I'm here." and waved at him. He looked up and kind of blinked a lot then smiled. God bless him, the guy actually waved back. So cute. I'm in heaven, man. His voice is like, amazing. Not too deep, not too squeaky. Just perfectly right ^_^
Okay, so i spoke like, one sentence to him (two, if you count the "yeah, im here" thing, and three if the smiling and eye contact count???) but im totally in love now ^_^. He made eye contact with me a lot and also kept blinking (a lot). So does that mean that he held some sort of attraction towards me? :D please be so.
Oh, and a funny thing.
My mom's just got his e-mail for me. He told me I could phone, mail or contact him if i wanted to. So I've got his e-mail, via mom, from his mom. My Mom thinks it's for "educational" purpose only. And told me not to give it to any of my friends. I told her, "Why would I? Besides, they dont even know who he is." What a good actress i am :)
Friday, October 2, 2009
That guy
It's not been that long. Broken up, tears have been shed (believe me) and now I'm over it. Oh yeah. It's like going over a rainbow. Now the world of single-ness welcomes me. I feel so...free? HAHA.
Anyways, there is this guy. WHY WON'T HE FREAKING NOTICE ME?! I wanna slap him so hard he'd end up in the Ming Dynasty. quote. lol xDD
but seriously. that's how i feel right now.
OOH. and there are celebrity guys OF COURSE. But it's not like I'm ever gonna meet them, right? :D
Anyways, there is this guy. WHY WON'T HE FREAKING NOTICE ME?! I wanna slap him so hard he'd end up in the Ming Dynasty. quote. lol xDD
but seriously. that's how i feel right now.
OOH. and there are celebrity guys OF COURSE. But it's not like I'm ever gonna meet them, right? :D
Annoyed.
I am extremely annoyed and irritated.
Irritated because I had like 4 hours sleep as I was up all freaking night writing some dumb 1000 word essay. And annoyed because of many MANY things in life. Let's start with one.
COMPUTER: WHY CANT IT GO FASTER?!
INTERNET: STOP CRASHING, goddammit.
THAT BOY: NOTICE ME ALREADY!!
and etc etc etc
However, ATM, its this one thing. This project, right. How come I never get any solo lines anymore? Is this their petty way of trying to tell me that I flipping suck? Why don't they just say it to my fucking face already?! Cowards much? Tsch. I'm SEROUSLY considering graduating from this project. I mean, it's not like we have that many subscribers. Its DUMB. Spare me some sympathy people!!
I pass the auditions but I dont get any solos? it's like WTF? and i seriously suspect that the leader is giving all her friends the solos. It's not like they're all that amazing anyway. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm so MAD. I hate this. This really sucks. I'd like to tell this fucking project leader this, but she and the co-leader are really intimidating, and even from the safety of my computer screen, I cant say it to these people. I mean, they're older, experienced, etc. like WAY more. You can just tell it from the way they talk.
Rant, rant, rant.
Irritated because I had like 4 hours sleep as I was up all freaking night writing some dumb 1000 word essay. And annoyed because of many MANY things in life. Let's start with one.
COMPUTER: WHY CANT IT GO FASTER?!
INTERNET: STOP CRASHING, goddammit.
THAT BOY: NOTICE ME ALREADY!!
and etc etc etc
However, ATM, its this one thing. This project, right. How come I never get any solo lines anymore? Is this their petty way of trying to tell me that I flipping suck? Why don't they just say it to my fucking face already?! Cowards much? Tsch. I'm SEROUSLY considering graduating from this project. I mean, it's not like we have that many subscribers. Its DUMB. Spare me some sympathy people!!
I pass the auditions but I dont get any solos? it's like WTF? and i seriously suspect that the leader is giving all her friends the solos. It's not like they're all that amazing anyway. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm so MAD. I hate this. This really sucks. I'd like to tell this fucking project leader this, but she and the co-leader are really intimidating, and even from the safety of my computer screen, I cant say it to these people. I mean, they're older, experienced, etc. like WAY more. You can just tell it from the way they talk.
Rant, rant, rant.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
CUUUUTE! =3
OMIGOSH OMIGOSH OMIGOOOOSH
I was watching Mayonaka no Shadow Boy last night on YT. A Hey! Say! Jump song. My mom told me my cousin absolutely adores them. She's only like, twelve. But now I undershand why she loves them so much.
I am dying in cute-ness. Is that not what you can call The Ultimate Kawaii-ness?? I can't believe that it's taken me 15 years to discover them!! I mean, I only entered the world of J-Pop like, 3 years ago.
eeeep. There is one really cute one that caught my eye. Ryosuke Yamada. I mean, LOOK AT HIM :D
He's 16... born on May 9th 1993. LOL. i'm such a STALKER!
The face of a freaking angel *swoons* In Mayonaka no Shadow Boy~ he looks really hot ^_^ so cute.
and Yuto Nakajima :) Hey, is this guy related to Saki Nakajima? Hmm...
Kota Yabu is really cute too! Eeeep :D
I was watching Mayonaka no Shadow Boy last night on YT. A Hey! Say! Jump song. My mom told me my cousin absolutely adores them. She's only like, twelve. But now I undershand why she loves them so much.
I am dying in cute-ness. Is that not what you can call The Ultimate Kawaii-ness?? I can't believe that it's taken me 15 years to discover them!! I mean, I only entered the world of J-Pop like, 3 years ago.
eeeep. There is one really cute one that caught my eye. Ryosuke Yamada. I mean, LOOK AT HIM :D
He's 16... born on May 9th 1993. LOL. i'm such a STALKER!
The face of a freaking angel *swoons* In Mayonaka no Shadow Boy~ he looks really hot ^_^ so cute.
and Yuto Nakajima :) Hey, is this guy related to Saki Nakajima? Hmm...
Kota Yabu is really cute too! Eeeep :D
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Eek!
I don't know what to do...got lots of stuff to do...dying of boredom and tired-ness...aaargh!
also i need a shower *sniffs* and a load of stuff to record. Just can't be bothered. When did i become so darn lazy??
also i need a shower *sniffs* and a load of stuff to record. Just can't be bothered. When did i become so darn lazy??
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Forget to mention ♥♥♥
Omg omg omg. Forget what I said before about love and whatnot.
I went to H&M [which is like an awesome shop] and I saw this guy, and he was like so...hot. He looks like a rockstar. Dresses like a rockstar. Dark hair, tall and so hot. *screams* Gahhhh....man, I could faint. He looked as i passed and when i paid for what i bought [this cute little wool beanie] we had this amazing eye contact and i was just like ohmigosh.
Actually he works in H&M so I could just "pop" in every so often to see him. I'm such a stalker girl lol. Groupie!!! I also found out what his name is. Benjamin!! *faints* he looks like a shy king of guy as well xD which is awesome cos i love shy guys :D
I'm gonna need to find out more about him...like, whether he has a girlfriend, or if he's gay... that kind of thing.
I went to H&M [which is like an awesome shop] and I saw this guy, and he was like so...hot. He looks like a rockstar. Dresses like a rockstar. Dark hair, tall and so hot. *screams* Gahhhh....man, I could faint. He looked as i passed and when i paid for what i bought [this cute little wool beanie] we had this amazing eye contact and i was just like ohmigosh.
Actually he works in H&M so I could just "pop" in every so often to see him. I'm such a stalker girl lol. Groupie!!! I also found out what his name is. Benjamin!! *faints* he looks like a shy king of guy as well xD which is awesome cos i love shy guys :D
I'm gonna need to find out more about him...like, whether he has a girlfriend, or if he's gay... that kind of thing.
What do you do...?
What do you do when you're bored? What do you do when you have absolutely nothing but everything to do? What do you do when you have that instinctive gut feeling that the love of your life is out there doing what he shouldn't be with other girls? Call it girls' instuition.
Man, i know i must sound lonely, lovestruck and probably like a jealous fishwife! But I'm just a girl. Can't help it :P Just that one thing on my mind. It's like he's permanently imprinted in my head.
Hey. Does it ever annoy you when some people hold groupdub auditions or stuff like that, and thn self-cast themselves as one of the lead roles, even though they're a really...umm...horrible singer? Like, tone-deaf? What makes them think that they're good for that role anyway
Ahhha...I need to find myself a new hobby. I can't sit next to the phone all day, waiting for him to call. Why does he have to call when i'm always busy? I know the time zone is different but wtf.
What's love? Define love.
"a strong positive emotion of regard and affection"
"a deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction"
When you're in love, how are you supposed to feel? Like, when your legs turn to jelly whenever you see them and around them, you always talk crap? When your eyes meet, you feel like you can't look away and then you get "that feeling".
Confused!!
Man, i know i must sound lonely, lovestruck and probably like a jealous fishwife! But I'm just a girl. Can't help it :P Just that one thing on my mind. It's like he's permanently imprinted in my head.
Hey. Does it ever annoy you when some people hold groupdub auditions or stuff like that, and thn self-cast themselves as one of the lead roles, even though they're a really...umm...horrible singer? Like, tone-deaf? What makes them think that they're good for that role anyway
Ahhha...I need to find myself a new hobby. I can't sit next to the phone all day, waiting for him to call. Why does he have to call when i'm always busy? I know the time zone is different but wtf.
What's love? Define love.
"a strong positive emotion of regard and affection"
"a deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction"
When you're in love, how are you supposed to feel? Like, when your legs turn to jelly whenever you see them and around them, you always talk crap? When your eyes meet, you feel like you can't look away and then you get "that feeling".
Confused!!
Friday, August 14, 2009
Can't be bothered
I'm in a lazy state of mind. I can't be bothered to do anything. Really.
I have like, a hundred lines to record for my projects and stuff, a hundred songs to learn and all this work to do, but i feel so sleepy all the time. I'm gonna have to get my lazy ass down sometime. School's gonna open soon...
*sigh*
Also, there are some people i don't want to see. No names mentioned. I really don't want to see them. I'm dying inside everytime...
on the bright side, i'm gonna get my haircut. Nothing too fancy, of course. Just having my fringe trimmed and my layers re-cut. I'm thinking having them [the layers] short nearer the top and then suddenly long, and have my fringe framing my face. I dont know. We'll see.
I'll maybe post a photo up when it's done, but i doubt that it would look any different.
xoxo ~
I have like, a hundred lines to record for my projects and stuff, a hundred songs to learn and all this work to do, but i feel so sleepy all the time. I'm gonna have to get my lazy ass down sometime. School's gonna open soon...
*sigh*
Also, there are some people i don't want to see. No names mentioned. I really don't want to see them. I'm dying inside everytime...
on the bright side, i'm gonna get my haircut. Nothing too fancy, of course. Just having my fringe trimmed and my layers re-cut. I'm thinking having them [the layers] short nearer the top and then suddenly long, and have my fringe framing my face. I dont know. We'll see.
I'll maybe post a photo up when it's done, but i doubt that it would look any different.
xoxo ~
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Some people are not nice
You know what I don't get? Why some people are just not nice. It's like they don't have a nice bone in their hateful little bodies. Or fat bodies in some cases. Slap me on the head and call me silly, but if someone's done nothing to annoy you directly, meaning like it was none of their business, or whatever, why should they continue to annoy you? Or carry on swearing like a stupid ass?
Hm. Get a marker and label me stupid but some things i will never understand.
Stuck in my head~
This particular song: The Way I Loved You by 19 year old Taylor Swift from Nashville in Tennesee, is really stuck in my head. Like practically welded, moulded and shaped in my darn head. Idk why.
Also, i feel like I can realy relate to it...
"he can't see the smile I'm faking and my heart's not breaking. cos im not feeling anything at all..."
Jeez, I'm realy very evil...
You know, Taylor Swift is so pretty, I think. Wish i looked like her. *sigh*
I need Christian. I also need to pee. Well, gotta go. Bye bye
Hm. Get a marker and label me stupid but some things i will never understand.
Stuck in my head~
This particular song: The Way I Loved You by 19 year old Taylor Swift from Nashville in Tennesee, is really stuck in my head. Like practically welded, moulded and shaped in my darn head. Idk why.
Also, i feel like I can realy relate to it...
"he can't see the smile I'm faking and my heart's not breaking. cos im not feeling anything at all..."
Jeez, I'm realy very evil...
You know, Taylor Swift is so pretty, I think. Wish i looked like her. *sigh*
I need Christian. I also need to pee. Well, gotta go. Bye bye
Friday, August 7, 2009
Take It Easy!
Wow O_O THREE posts in one morning. Gotta be a record for me.
Anyway, on a happier note, Buono's new single Take It Easy, the PV is out! WOO
Airi Suzuki is the center in this song. Momoko loses her bag! Aww poor Momo! And ZOMG! Miyabi is so freaking pretty! I love her hair color too.
Gpsh, they're all so gorgeous. And I love their outfits. Ha :P
Anyway, on a happier note, Buono's new single Take It Easy, the PV is out! WOO
Airi Suzuki is the center in this song. Momoko loses her bag! Aww poor Momo! And ZOMG! Miyabi is so freaking pretty! I love her hair color too.
Gpsh, they're all so gorgeous. And I love their outfits. Ha :P
Early Bird
Oh yes, the post below is the reason why I am awake at like 4am when really I should be catching on my beauty sleep. Lol :)
Confused...
Oh goshhh....I don't know what to do!!
peace!
God, I feel so mean but I've recently just met up with this guy I used to like months ago, and now I'm starting to like him again. A little bit...
And then I remember Jamie and I fall head over heels again. GODDD I'm so indecisive.
One minute I like Christian and then when I see Jamie and he does that smile thing of his, runs his hands through his hair and laughs - GOD THAT CUTE LAUGH OF HIS! I can't decide and I feel so...greedy! Lol dear lord, thank the lord I feel so...emotional. Normally I don't feel anything because I'm a heartless soul (ha, quote Nadiyah!).
Sorry people, this is going to be a really dreary post LOL :P
I love Jamie, I really do ^^ Eurghh I hate Christian for doing to this to me...lol. Man, he's such a charmer!
peace!
God, I feel so mean but I've recently just met up with this guy I used to like months ago, and now I'm starting to like him again. A little bit...
And then I remember Jamie and I fall head over heels again. GODDD I'm so indecisive.
One minute I like Christian and then when I see Jamie and he does that smile thing of his, runs his hands through his hair and laughs - GOD THAT CUTE LAUGH OF HIS! I can't decide and I feel so...greedy! Lol dear lord, thank the lord I feel so...emotional. Normally I don't feel anything because I'm a heartless soul (ha, quote Nadiyah!).
Sorry people, this is going to be a really dreary post LOL :P
I love Jamie, I really do ^^ Eurghh I hate Christian for doing to this to me...lol. Man, he's such a charmer!
Monday, August 3, 2009
Gossip Girl :)
Jeez, Gossip Girl is really addictive. The book series is really gossipy and c'mon who doesn't like gossip. When someone gossips about you, in a bad OR good way, you'd like it. Cos face it, you're an interesting element if you're gonna be talked about :P
But then you'd feel really self-conscious too.
Are girls gossipy-er than guys? Do we gossip more than guys? Hmm...in different ways I think. Girls are more bitchy and sneaky before back-stabbing but guys are more in-your-face about it.
Just some things I wonder in my free time. Lol :D
Grr...and this girl i recently met, she's so freaking annoying. She has this massive problem with me and it's like, what's up your freakin' arsehole? Whatever the hell I did, it didn't concern her. She just butt into something that was so not her business and then starts acting like it was all for her to deal. Bitch. Obviously, I was trying to be nice and jokey about it, just to get her to warm up to me. But NOO, she just keeps going on and freaking ON. She just can't let it drop. Can't you just get the fuck over it already, you stupid bitch? Yeah, and she calls me immature. Stupid fuckface.
Sorry i'm having a mini-rant there. Excusez-moi for my language.
I just couldn't resist letting all that anger out. If the BITCH ever reads this... *evil smile*
You know, cheerleading practice is getting harder and harder. Them Head Cheerleaders are so annoying! Why the hell are they so freaking perky all the time?? In all honesty, u kind of have to be perky. I mean, who'd look at a cheerleader when they're putting their sulky faces on?
Not to mention, the super-short and tight uniforms. Still, u can't dance and basically cheerlead if you're wearing a nun's outfit though, can you? :D
And of course, there are those really snobby cheerleaders as well. The really made-up, blonde ones who think they're all that. I can name quite a few to start of with...
Anyway, I'm kind of hungry. Craving Chinese takeaway. Yummy. So gotta dash.
XOXO
But then you'd feel really self-conscious too.
Are girls gossipy-er than guys? Do we gossip more than guys? Hmm...in different ways I think. Girls are more bitchy and sneaky before back-stabbing but guys are more in-your-face about it.
Just some things I wonder in my free time. Lol :D
Grr...and this girl i recently met, she's so freaking annoying. She has this massive problem with me and it's like, what's up your freakin' arsehole? Whatever the hell I did, it didn't concern her. She just butt into something that was so not her business and then starts acting like it was all for her to deal. Bitch. Obviously, I was trying to be nice and jokey about it, just to get her to warm up to me. But NOO, she just keeps going on and freaking ON. She just can't let it drop. Can't you just get the fuck over it already, you stupid bitch? Yeah, and she calls me immature. Stupid fuckface.
Sorry i'm having a mini-rant there. Excusez-moi for my language.
I just couldn't resist letting all that anger out. If the BITCH ever reads this... *evil smile*
You know, cheerleading practice is getting harder and harder. Them Head Cheerleaders are so annoying! Why the hell are they so freaking perky all the time?? In all honesty, u kind of have to be perky. I mean, who'd look at a cheerleader when they're putting their sulky faces on?
Not to mention, the super-short and tight uniforms. Still, u can't dance and basically cheerlead if you're wearing a nun's outfit though, can you? :D
And of course, there are those really snobby cheerleaders as well. The really made-up, blonde ones who think they're all that. I can name quite a few to start of with...
Anyway, I'm kind of hungry. Craving Chinese takeaway. Yummy. So gotta dash.
XOXO
Thursday, July 30, 2009
So~o
I'm going to busy for a while. Got lots of lines to hand in and also 3 duets lined up ^^
In addition, I bit my index finger nail right down. Now it hurts :(
I bite my nails in tension, when I get nervous. Only some nails though. The other nails (apart from the 2 indexes) are still intact.
It's not a nice habit tbh :3
I think I'm gonna wear fake nails to cover them up. But then they'd stand out. Hm. If I wear false nails...
my real nails look false now. I've just had them manicured and man, they look awesome.
I love manicures...
Friday, July 24, 2009
Take It Easy ~Buono and SchoolDays ~ Guardians4
Oh and I nearly forgot.
Did you guys hear about Buono!'s next single?
Take It Easy!
Preview ^^
Sounds very summery and I find it relaxing :) I love the way they say TAKE IT EASJII
Also everybody's favorite and ichiban kawaii Momoko Tsungunaga takes the lead in this song!
AND.
Guardians4 - School Days
I love this new unit! The height variation is awesome.
and this song totally reminds me of school ^^ I see chalkboards and graduation caps.
Did you guys hear about Buono!'s next single?
Take It Easy!
Preview ^^
Sounds very summery and I find it relaxing :) I love the way they say TAKE IT EASJII
Also everybody's favorite and ichiban kawaii Momoko Tsungunaga takes the lead in this song!
AND.
Guardians4 - School Days
I love this new unit! The height variation is awesome.
and this song totally reminds me of school ^^ I see chalkboards and graduation caps.
KYANDII~
Okay, so Aiko and I have started a new group called Kyandii (meaning "candy") and now we have a new addition~ MitsukiUsagi. Her voice is very cute, like Momoko Tsungunaga's.
ha. the second one is funny ^_^. Sniffing the camera.
DARN. She's so damn cute. I wish I was as cute as Momoko. Life would be sweeeeeet.
I'm having a Momo day. I feel small and cute. Well - I AM short :3
but I feel sweet and cute today :)
Usually, I'm kind of jaded and hard-edged. Sort of snappy in a bite-your-head-off kind of way. Because that's what I'm like :D
Anyway, I'm going to Central Park to meet Jamie :)
ha. the second one is funny ^_^. Sniffing the camera.
DARN. She's so damn cute. I wish I was as cute as Momoko. Life would be sweeeeeet.
I'm having a Momo day. I feel small and cute. Well - I AM short :3
but I feel sweet and cute today :)
Usually, I'm kind of jaded and hard-edged. Sort of snappy in a bite-your-head-off kind of way. Because that's what I'm like :D
Anyway, I'm going to Central Park to meet Jamie :)
Can't sleep.
Okay so it is like 5:20am in NY right now.
*yawn* and i can't sleep, dammit!
So I thought that I should make a blog. See how suckish I can really make it (:
and THIS IS MY FIRST POST. WOO.
I've been wondering pointless things, such as what I should have for breakfast and whether or not I should take a shower AND wash my hair. Wait - that's kind of important.
Hmm...now I'm hungry.
Eh, I'm just gonna go and try to sleep. My mom will freakin kill me if she catches on my iBook this early.
*yawn* and i can't sleep, dammit!
So I thought that I should make a blog. See how suckish I can really make it (:
and THIS IS MY FIRST POST. WOO.
I've been wondering pointless things, such as what I should have for breakfast and whether or not I should take a shower AND wash my hair. Wait - that's kind of important.
Hmm...now I'm hungry.
Eh, I'm just gonna go and try to sleep. My mom will freakin kill me if she catches on my iBook this early.
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