Sunday, August 15, 2010

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

I'll be needing to show you all my photos from China sometime soon. It's almost been a month since we first set off!! But you know how lazy I am xD

Nothing happened with Jamie.. he's just so confusing, maybe I just let go, once and for all. It's hard to be with someone who can't seem to be able to make up their mind!! Sometimes I just want to smack him on the head and say "What do you want?". Not that I can reach that high, anyway.

Katy told me that she saw him looking at me quite a few times. BUT I WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION! Urgh, I wish that he would look at me when I'm looking at him, and I would look at him when he's looking at me!! What a crazy world, huh?

Oh and there's this other girl who likes him as well. It seems like a lot of girls have their eye on him. WTF. But the biggest WTF is that this girl is only in eight grade. How does she know him?! LOL, but the most important question is... WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS? Lol, I'm sucha bitch, aren't I? A possessive one, at that xD I'm sorry! I just need to vent. and let it all out. whoosh. But-but-but-!! I can't believe that this little middle-schooler thinks that she can have my Jamie... ah. What am I taking about? She doesn't have him xD. I don't think he likes her, he's just too nice to show it.

ARGH! Haha xD I'm so crazy!! ^-^" Sorry ~ gomen ne for being such a crazy and possessive beeetch xD

Hm. I wonder what Jamie would have done if I just grabbed him and kissed him. Haha, an even better thought... I wonder how the eight-grader would react if I just suddenly made out with him right in front of her. I am so evil! I have to learn to be nicer xD. It would break her heart, probably. No. She's too young to know what love is, and to have her heart properly broken. I mean, properly. Even I don't know. xD Not that I'm ancient or anything. I'm only, what? 3 years older. Jamie's 3 years older than her... she's too young for him... MEH. xDD

Love and kisses,
XXXXXX

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