Down days

you know those days when you feel absolutely and so stubbornly down? well i am having one of those days. *sigh* Let's start with the giant killer headache i have. BIGGEST HEADACHE KNOWN TO MAN. No kidding. So i'm listening to calming soothing songs. Unfortunately most of the lovely slow headache-soothing songs are about love which remind me of Jamie. By the way he's got a new girl now. He says that we'll always be friends but it is so hard to be his friend. Urgh god my head throbs. Luckily i am jetting off to China in just over a week's time. Unluckily however, Jamie is going too... But! His girlfriend isnt going... *cackles* no lol im not that kind of girl. Or am i? No i am most definitely NOT. Cmon and resist you weakling! He's just a stupid boy. OMG I AM GOING NUTS. Well this is going to be an...ahem interesting vacation (:

MY STAR

I read somewhere that the actor Jeremy Sumpter is 6ft 2, you know, because I'm a stalker fan-girl and all LOL. That's pretty tall. Nearly 190cm? Hm. Jamie is 6ft 2 as well. HAHA xD they both have blond hair, blue eyes. PLUS. I saw this video on Youtube, where Jeremy was being interviewed about something (can't remember, I was too busy being mesmerized by his cuteness) and I suddenly noticed that his voice sounds reeally similar to Jamie's. LOLOLOL I know~ I'm just being paranoid and weird. Just, you know, both their names begin with J.

I wish I was taller. If I was taller, like 2, maybe 3 inches taller, I would look really skinny. I aspire to be approximately 5ft 5 inches when I'm older. Haha. I'm so short, god-dammit. But short is cute, right?!

Hm. I don't want to be too tall though, if you get my drift xD. It would be nice to be supermodel-tall (models are always sexy-looking *jealous jealous*), I suppose, but I don't want to be taller than all the boys I know. Then again, I don't hold attractions for really short boys. I think they're cute though!

I think I notice blond boys the most. I'm not sure why. I think it's because I, in my mind, usually associate pixies, elves and fairies, etc, to have blond hair. Like, cheeky and mischievous! Yeah. Jamie has blond hair *sighs dreamily*. Awww @ when he blushes!! It's soooo adorable and sweet when he's embarrassed about something and goes red. It's like he's a little boy xD.

I AM SO OBSESSED. Slap me.

NEVERLAND!

Okay, so I went to my friend's house like, a couple of days ago, and we just hung out like girls do. Did our nails, our eyebrows and whatnot. Then we watched a movie and got a takeout.

OMG. We watched Peter Pan, the 2003 version, starring Jeremy Sumpter, Jason Isaacs and Rachel Hurd-wood. I know, i know what you're thinking, KIDS MOVIE, right? Yeah, that's what I thought, and didn't really watch it. I just fidgeted and yawned for the first half, and then I started to really get into it. I totally regret the fact that I messed about for the first half hour of the film. I also missed bits of the end and the middle. So I basically only watched the parts in between. DAMN! So I've got my dad to order the film online. Amazon.com

EEEEP. Jeremy Sumpter is soooooo adorable! His smile... is like.. so charming! and cheeky. I just want to pinch his cute little cheeks xD Apparently he's 21 years old now, so... I won't do that xD. Anyways, he looks like a really pretty girl. It's a good thing because the really hot guys usually look like really pretty girls. In my opinion. LOL. I totally sound like a lesbian now xD. Haha

*excited excited* I can't wait 'til the movie arrives, so I can watch it properly! Actually daddy hasn't ordered it yet. he says "next week". So... yay! *excited excited*

Sweetie

Ohh... I haven't wrote in my dear sweet blog for almost a month! I'm sorry baby hugs* lol :) I also forgot to wite here on my birthday to update you all on my wonderful day! ^^ Oh well.

I did have a great day, thank you for asking ;) It was awesome because everyone treated me like a princess ;D hehe! Ahh.. it's good being a V.I.P lol!
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I didn't get most of things that I put on my wishlist, but I'll admit... I was being a bit of a far-fetched air-head xDD LOL! I'll also add that even though I was kind of disappointed, I was still really pleased with all my sweet 16 gifts, because... well! I don't want to an ungrateful little rich-bitch or something like that haha :)

But I love being spoiled though. I won't deny. Who doesn't?!
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URGH sjdnsjkhikfh!! My computer is actually taking the piss. I'm sorry for my language but it's true! It's so freaking slow. *kicks*

CHA CHA CHA CHAAA

Goodness me, I have a busy week coming up! Tomorrow is my birthday *SQUEEE!* and I'll be 16 *SWEET 16!* I'm as excited as a 5-year old (MATURENESS). I've been hinting heavily to my friends and parents and other relatives about stuff that I want. Shall we have a re-cap?

1. an Apple iPad ('tis SO AMAZING)

The iPad is a tablet computer designed and marketed by Apple for Internet browsing, media consumption, gaming and light content creation...it established a new class of devices between smartphones and laptops

LAPTOPS ARE SOOO LAST YEAR...!!

2. A Blackberry

...mobile e-mail and smartphone device

3. A CAR (need I say how AWESOME it would be to own my very own, very FIRST car?!?)

I don't really mind what kind, but I like convertibles *hint hint* and maybe something along the lines of *cough*BMW-JAGUAR-MERCEDES*cough* (know what I mean?) but no pressure xD
Oh - and red is a nice color - sexy (scarlet? ruby? blood-red??)
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4. A high-waisted skirt (preferably from Topshop, H&M, etc..)

..sooo cute! Also, I'm toying with the preppy college-girl look at the moment ;D

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5. The entire collection of Richard Montanari books
I don't usually read (LOL - sorry. I'm always waaaay too busy) but I got hooked onto Montanari's books when I first read Play Dead (picked up the wrong book in the library). And may I just say that it WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING?! The way Montarai writes is just so..awesome..keeps you hooked onto every word..it's suspenseful and a "soul-chilling thriller".

Just. Love. It
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This morning, I got a package, one that I had to sign. As soon as I saw the postage stamp - it's from my grandparents who live in Osaka. The package is kind of bigish, about 12 inches by maybe 14 inches? 15inches? and soft. It's squishy, which can only mean one thing..CLOTHES! YES. I SURE DO LOVE CLOTHES. Especially from Japan. It means that it's unlikely that I'll see someone else wearing the same outfit xD lol. Sorry, i'm shallow in that sense :P

Then another package from my aunts (Dad's sisters) who live in Japan as well - Tokyo. It's a box. I shook it and there was this hollow clunking sort of noise. I hope it's shoes. It sure does sound like shoes! :D
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Geez, I'm excited! ^^ It's unlikely that I'll get the car, because I don't see any car insurance papers anywhere. Nor do I see the car itself. But no matter! *fingers crossed* OOOOOH! I CAN'T WAIT! Plus - there's always the party :)

Hmm.. which reminds me. I still got to plan it. I can't have it this weekend (obvs - it's waaay too short a notice) or the next because I've still got my summer exams. So most likely, around the 20th June. *thinks* Yeah.

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I've run out of my favorite Sally Hansen Regular Nail Polish Remover (for all nail types, with Vitamin E and Apricot Extract). My aunt (Mom's sister. I sure do have a lot of aunts. I actually have NO uncles that are blood-related to me. Just the ones that are married to my aunts) who lives somewhere in England introduced me to Sally Hansen products when she came over for Christmas a few years back. This polis remover is so DARN GOOD! It removes all traces of varnish ;D
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I just love!

Fall down 7 times, get up 8...

An old proverb apparently. That's what my daddy said to me last night when I was stressing about my hair, my exams, my weird relationship with Nick.. well. Just life in general. He said, "Fall down seven times, get up eight", and I just looked at him like what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about and you-are so not helping-right-now. Because he really wasn't, even though I know that he was trying to be. Jeez. Dads just don't get it!

I really do have a weird relationship with Nick..I mean, he's one of my closest best guy friends, and I tell him practically everything but recently things have been a bit weird and we haven't talked about stuff that we normally talk about. I don't know what's going on.

And exams are really getting to me now. Even though my first exam was last Tuesday (World Religion Section A) and my second was on Friday (Advanced Biology). I know what you're all thinking - jeez girl, get a grip on yourself. It's been less than a week and you've only had two exams - that's nothing! Wait til you get out into the real world. It's true, I know, but I'm weak, helpless and totally spineless. (really!) My third exam is World Religion Section B, which is tomorrow, but I had a huge cram-in revision session last night, and I feel obese and really overweight because I was on the couch, reading through my notes, snacking on curly fries for about 5 hours. (not really 5, more like 2, but you get the gist). AHHHHH

There's something weird going on with my hair as well. My bangs grows way too fast and always uneven even though I get it cut perfectly straight like, every weekend. (see = I'm a control-freak). I'm thinking of dyeing my hair. I don't know what color though. Natsuyaki Miyabi color is a little too light for me, I'm not taking huge steps into the World of Hairdye just yet. But maybe dark brown, like...Tanaka Reina's in Nanchatte Renai? Reina was definitely wearing a wig because her hair is a much lighter auburn/brown color (unless they dyed it dark, then back to normal. If they did that, then I really feel for Tanaka. Dyeing ruins your hair SO MUCH!). Let's see...

(will find a pic and post later)

Pretty, right? But I'm worried that I'd have to bleach my hair before getting it dyed. Even though it's a dark color that I want, because my hair is practically black (a really dark brown cos apparently black isn't a real hair color [wtf?!]).

Bomb in Times Square

Yesterday. OMG...Mom told me. And its in the news...the police found an improv bomb in a car on 45th Street and Seventh Avenue. Times Spuare was evacuated...it is like, one of the busiest places in NY...i guess that's why the Pakistani Talibans chose it. People have been saying that this is a potential terrorist attack. I'm actually a little freaked now. Remembering the attack on the World Trade Center.. Twin Towers? 9/11? :S Why would they do something so cruel? Dont they know how much suffering would've happened?There were tourists too! Innocent kids. Many people. UNBELIEVABLE. I don't want the whole of New York to blow..! But that is just what they want.